realizing God's Fullness

Today is the day of the MEC...now mind you that I am very excited...However I am currently here in schoool, typing in a laptop...I still have 2 exams to go with Josh, but I am very much excited for our News Crew Skit that we're gonna do later...Josh is the one who thought of this idea! "Good job bro!" and yes...this would be my last MEC....Hope to make it worth it!

cge na, I still have to UNstudy!

God Bless

~dabsq

A BIG!!!

AND HARD!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MITCH FORTICH a.k.a. DIREK!!!
more birthdays to come i Hope!!!
God bless

~dabsq

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wala na akong masabi....pagod na ako masyado

~dabsq

24/7

I've been working on this Filipino Project for the last 3 weeks and my earliest time to sleep 2:30 AM

Is it all worth it?

yeap, I know it is :D
~dabsq

ps1...with mitch and josh right now
ps2...that depends...you choose your own ending :D

i wanted...

i wanted to post something today...but i am just caught off with all these deadlines and projects...

ill post something on our overnight session this thurs...see u till den!

~dabsq

failure

excerpt from www.bosanchez.ph

 

Success Doesn’t Teach You Much;

Only Failure Teaches You

Your Most Powerful Lessons Of Victory

       This is the irony of life.
       Success doesn’t teach you much.
       It’s only Failure that teaches you your most important Lessons of Victory.
       When you’re successful, you don’t know why you’re successful. You just assume that perhaps it’s this or that thing.
       When you’re successful, you’re complacent.
       When you’re successful, you’re not teachable.
       When you’re successful, you’re proud.
       When you’re successful, you’re hard-headed.
       But when you fail, you fall on your face.

You hit the ground. 

Bang!

       You’re stunned. 
       You’ve dazed.
       You’ve got blood on your lips.
       You’ve got massive pain on your knee.

Suddenly, you’re attentive.

       Suddenly, you’re quiet.
       Suddenly, you ask hard questions. 

“Why did I fail?”

“What can I do so I won’t fail again?”

As you answer these questions, you learn lessons of victory.

And when you apply those lessons of victory, that’s when you succeed.

~dabsq

BS...

this is pure.... BS, i just dont care anymore...but the painful feeling of being...left out it there...

sad...

~dabsq

respect

Never allow anyone to disrespect you. You get what you tolerate; teach others to respect you by being respectful to them too, Your actions speak so loudly, people around you won't hear what you're saying.

~GOD

~dabsq

A SHOUT OUT MESSAGE

To TITA IRENE CORPUZ! Mother of my co-blogger and friend Josh Corpuz! HAPPY BIRTHDAY po tita! May God continue to bless you and ur family

God Bless

~dabsq

ps1...kaya mo yan josh, just 5 more days
ps2...life is a game...when we choose to quit...we give up...when we give up, we fail...and when we fail...we lose :)

back home

am back home...tired from editing videos all day and night long...gonna blog about it tommorow!

God Bless
~dabsq

ps1...A shout out THANKYOU to Josh Corpuz for letting me stay at their house! 

hmmm? :))

~dabsq

change

things will change...you may like them, you may despise them...but they will change, whether you like it or not...change is inevitable, because through change we come one step closer to perfection, one step closer to holiness, until we are to be like God...who will, has, and never changes, because change is a step, that you'll have to cross to be closer to God...and by that time...we don't need change anymore...

because everything would be perfect in its place :)

~dabsq

rest

If you're sleepy then sleep, if you're hurt then recover, if you're stuck then move on, if you're burdened then let go, if you are tired then rest...Even God himself rested at the 7th day :)

~dabsq

moments

Moments  are more memorable and cherish-able if laughter, happiness, friendship, and love are found in them :)

~dabsq

an simply amazing day ^^

well what else could I say...simple days are amazing days :)

today I got to wake up in the morning, not feeling sucky, tired and bad...I just woke up feeling sleepy, but I got the feeling of peace inside me, the feeling of being relaxed for that single moment, and dare I treasured it throughout the day. When I got to school, for once the door was not locked, and I was able to go inside intending to sleep, but since I got to school 15 minutes late of my usual timing, Mitch and Josh were already there so I sat down with them and laptopped :>

That day, we almost didn't have any lessons, it was a day of rest and break...however, some of our teachers still taught lessons, well of course I was feeling sleepy and all, but I tried my best to fight it off. After the lessons of those teachers, we just came back with our laptop works. You could just see the classroom, full of people using laptops, we had 6 laptops in the room being used, in the second period after lunch. I went down to check with KC the money of the SSC, and we talked about random stuff, and she hurt really really really bad. But we got to finish the checking of budget. We hid the money on its "SECRET" location then I said goodbye and etc. As the third period begins everyone just scrambles up to Justine's MACBOOK and watched SAW V. I guess they didn't like it...heck I myself DESPISEEE SAW V!!! Although I am a fan of the SAW series.

After the laptops, at last period we got to answer our Algebraic Activities which I was surprised that I GET IT! Even though I don't listen and my mind just wanders off from time to time, thank God for this privilege. After in which we started to clean up the place and I went down worrying about how to go to Sophia's place, since I didn't know where it was. Since everyone was supposed to be in Dar Al-Shifa as soon as possible, and I was required to stay at school until 4:00 PM to finish up my constitutional review with Sir Chad. When  went to the Science Laboratory, 10 minutes later, Josh, Charles and Mitch appeared. After 20 minutes charles said goodbye, and I asked mitch when they'll go, they said 4:20, and I requested them to wait for me. Thank you, because they waited for me.

After walking the shortcuts, hearing Mitch complaining to Josh about walking and the fueneral girls that were following us, we got to Dar Al-Shifa in where we were criticized by the people...90% of the crew who were already there for being late...although this was our first time. After discussing and waiting for one of the crew members, we just left and started walking to sophia's place...IT WAS LIKE A MAZE! I felt that I left Abu DHabi for a second...We walked for 20 minutes, then stayed at sophia idly for 15 minutes. When we started shooting, with missing casts, we decided to make much of what's left. Josh became Padre Camorra, and I am Tandang Pablo "I think" We started shooting in this open areas, roads and etc. Then as darkness approaches,we were able to shoot the necessary scenes outside and shot the remaining scenes inside. After going around the Villa and etc. After trying different angles, getting tripped over, ridiculous cuts, and etc. We've done it! After running up and down the stairs, after having awkward moments of Julie's almost rape scenes, after eating all of the food in Sophia's house and Sophia dressing like a chinese woman just to look like a sacristian, we  DID IT! And decided to go home to continue shooting timings for tommorow.

While walking home we were able to have fun, scaring each other while walking. Looking at stuffs, at the eyes looking back at us, running back and forth and screaming. After 15-20 minutes of doing this horseplay we were able to get our taxis together with mitch and Kevin I rode a taxi home...

This is one of those days, those days that we could cherish and treasure, moments that would make us laugh and cry. Moments that would surely make us smile whenever we think about them. Moments  are more memorable and cherish-able if laughter, happiness, friendship, and love are found in them :)

~dabsq

ps1...UII BRIDGE! :P La lng :D
ps2...its cold inside here my parents room, and the fan is blowing right at me...
ps3...break from cutting and trimming for now...ssc stuff and resolutions na muna ;)

appreciated

Go to where you're appreciated, not to where you're tolerated.  Go to where you're appreciated, not to where you're not valued. I have given you gifts.  Give them to those who appreciate them.  Don't throw your pearls to the swine.

-GOD 

~dabsq

love

choosing to love is not always the hardest...what is hard is Loving not to Choose

~dabsq

Congratz!

Congratz to my co-blogger

JOSH CORPUZ :P

1000 Views man! Sikat ka :P

here's a link to his blog!
http://joshcorpuz85.livejournal.com

~dabsq

ps...On the other hand I get only like 10 views a day...for these 10 people :)) thank YOU :P

my achievement

I've done something that i never could have thought that I could do...

it feels good :))

~dabsq

ps1...its up to you to guess what it is ;)

humility

I claim to be a simple individual liable to err like any other fellow mortal. I own, however, that I have humility enough to confess my errors and to retrace my steps.

-Mahatma Ghandi

~dabsq

the choice: introduction

i am here right now...writing a blog at 3:49 AM, with no one to chat with, the computer in front of me...telling me to write something. My siblings sleeping, me listening to music...

Mind I tell you that I've chosen rather not to sleep, even though I have a big day ahead of me. I plan to start this day right...by jogging in the streets of abu dhabi at 5:30 AM. Because its a choice that I've made. The choice that I have to sacrifice something to gain something better.

Since I've got lots of spare time and I am feeling a hell of awake, I have chosen to write this blog. This won't be the normal blog of randomness and fun. The blog about updates that happened in my life. This is not just about being optimistic and always looking on the lighter side of things, looking into reality. In this blog sharing, there would be many parts, many roads, many choices. You'll see who I am for what I really am, you'll see the choices that have affected my life, and made me who I am today. This series of stories is not the normal series full of laughter, you'll see a warrior bleed, get hurt, die....

This is about choice, as I start this journey, of choices, few readers as I have...may you be enlightened and see how God transformed me...how he changed me...and how my wrong choices that almost destroyed me...

This is my story....

Our Story :)

THE CHOICE: INTRODUCTION

We've always been given choices. Life is full of choices, choices ranging from clothes, to shoes, to fast foods, friends, families and the people you are going to love. Choices that sometimes we disregard as a minor influence in our lives. Choices that we've regretted only after being broken down into pieces by the same choices that we've done.

Wrong choices
I impress a girl...and EPIC FAIL
I was around 7 or 6 during that time... It was a happy day I remembered. Our neighborhood girl across the street comes to play with us during this noon, because it was school vacation. My brother comes to play with us and does some random stuff. Then when he saw a hollow block, right around the corner he picks it up and lifts it up with his hands. The girl was impressed *no we don't have crushes on her, we just like to impress our friend* Since I don't wanna be taken out of the show I lifted the hollow block and tried to lift another one, that was 2 hollow blocks...being 7 and stupid at that time, I lost my balance and a hollow block fell from my hand striking the head my observing brother below me. There was blood, and my parents rushed out and attended to him..I just stood there, then flexed my muscles at the girl.

The basic instinct of human nature is to do choose something that would benefit himself/herself. Rarely this days that people choose to sacrifice their choice for the sake of others. Right then and there, they have already decided to choose for themselves...choose who they are, choose who they want to become...Have you ever tried smelling candles flavored in strawberry. They smell good enough to eat, but that is just a deception because once you eat them, the taste disappears, rather you taste a dull, disgusting wax mixed in strawberry essence and red coloring. Wrong choices are like these candles they seem to be inviting and good at first, but once you've got to accomplish them, things becomes worst. And we mostly choose wrong things because this is what satisfies us. This is easier, this is what WE think is Right...Always about me, me, me. From that point, you've already made the decision. Your choice is yourself alone.

Wrong Choice
I melt, I scream...I die....
I was in front of an assembly of people. Doing my best talking to them. I was around 13 or 14 that time. And it feels good to be always accepted by everyone. Viewed by everyone as good and holy. It feels good being complimented and getting a shake on the hand for a nice talk delivered. I had to do my best so that people would like me. I had to speak my best so that they'll listen to me...I had to be good to them so that they would accept me. This is what runs in my mind during those days of talking in front of assemblies of people. Everyone had to be a fan, everyone had to like me, everyone must think I am holy and never failing in serving God...everyone have to accept me, or else inside, I feel myself melting...screaming....dying.... I was addicted for the approval of others, that one particular assembly changed all that. The tables turned on that assembly, that this time, everyone was not a fan, everyone is angry at me, everyone is questioning me, everyone is pointing fingers at me...I was called for this meeting to be ridiculed and be hurt, by the very people I've trained to be in this assembly. I felt dying inside. One bad word about me makes me wanna jump of a building, but a group of people rallying against me just ruins my life...That was what ran within my mind...so I made a terrible choice...

I didn't become angry, and did what they wanted me to do...

Having your choice for yourself is not that all bad, but wanting your whole choice for the benefit of your own is just sheer selfishness. I was an approval addict before, now I am still fighting this addiction. For me, my choice is not mine, but for the other around me. I let their words manipulate me, change me, and replace who I am inside.  Thus giving them a chance to choose for me. Wanting the approval and acceptance of others is not bad, but when you want this to be accomplished 100% then that is called an addiction. Wanting everyone's love and attention thus giving up your own choice for their benefits alone is pure stupidity. It's the lack of self love that pushes a person to their limits. The lack of self trust and esteem to carry on a challenge...the lack of choosing for oneself...Situations come in where people let other choose for them, this is not bad, but this is a sign of weakness. A sign of submission to the world, and to its influence around you. A sign of giving up your choice for the sake of approval and acceptance by the very people who won't love you.

A sign of stupidity....

Right Choice
I gave up Love
She was beautiful, stunning and  everyone likes her. I even got a small crush on her. I didn't know her that much, until we spent time serving in a Summer Camp together. Coming in together every day. Laughing during breaks, telling her jokes, and teasing her with love songs. It was a simple friend-crush relationship. I've never had a girlfriend before. Ever since I was born 14 years ago, I didn't even think of courting girls. But this one, well shes like those others who I would just be able to love from afar, then our feelings would just fade out...

I was dead wrong

3 days later I have committed myself to stay single for the next 7 years, we got a chance to talk...A chance to chat...The chat that probably made me choose one of the hardest decisions I have to make. She told me that she likes me...to hell...she LOVES me...It was a surprise for me, a huge surprise. I insignificant, below-average, religious, non athletic guy like me? She who is popular, stunningly beautiful, has dated athletic and good looking guys in the past falls in love with a guy like me. I asked her why...she told me because I have proven to her that I cared for her. After being happy for 5 minutes I remembered a commitment that i have just made...a commitment to my God that was easily unbreakable, since it was just 3 days. But I don't know what drove me to fight but I didn't break that commitment. Weeks passed, we became sweeter on text and calls on the fone and chats on the messenger. We are even paired up and have kilig moments together. But I keep reminding her...Don't wait for me, there are a lot of guys out there who are more deserving than me. But she insists that she'll wait 7 years...Sadly i was wise enough to know that she can't do this...

So I made a hard choice....It was hard but it was the right one. I've chosen to let her go. To let this MU relationship die. So I stopped talking to her, chatting and etc. It was hard for me, to fall in love with a girl that fell in love with me and I can't even call her as my girl friend...Because of one word..."commitment" 

Months passed, the relationship died, she was now seeing somebody else, I became angry for this, I know it was dumb since it was my own decision. But I blamed her for hurting me, while I was the one to blame for hurting myself...by choosing to delay choosing the right decision. I could've cut her off when we were chatting, but I've risked it. Now she's lost, I am lost...I am hurt and broken...

No choice but to move on...7 years is a long road ahead...

The right choices are often the hardest ones. People always claim that there are easier solutions in life, it is true. But that only applies in techniques, equations, skills and in things. That doesn't apply in personal decisions...Choices that you have to correct because you've chosen a wrong path before. Sometimes people torture themselves by making things complicated by putting in the equation their own preferences, rather than focusing on what is right. Focusing on what's going to benefit both parties and won't sacrifice morality. Choices when lifted up to God, are better choices because through this ways, you would be given a choice to follow his path for you...to follow a better road for you. Although he is not promising that the road would be easy...the goal would be worth it. Choices are not meant to be kept to yourself, or given 100% to others...

Choices are meant to be lifted up to God, then decided upon yourself for the greater good of the people around you and for you. Love yourself, love others, and Love your God above all.

This is the choice...and here is where you choose....

this is the reality...face it now

~dabsq

ps1...I've finished this blog 4:40 AM...one hour till I go down.
ps2...listening to second hand serenade right now....your call...they are emo people
ps3...assignments tommorow: go to IFSAM, go to JOSH, start COMMERCIAL, talk to KC, Charles and Kat.
ps4...thanks to all my imaginary readers :) your efforts are appreciated...

a weird commercial :)) LOL

A weird commercial that made me smile today!

ahaha good night :P
signing off

~dabsq

a nice story

 i've got a nice story to share...pero ill tell it na when ive talked to KC, Charles and Kat :D

~dabsq

update!

i am at josh's house right now...Josh says hi! anddd :D charles is with us soo yeah


editing later ;)
GBU

~dabsq


IFSAM...:)) no comment

to the max :D 100th post

this is my 100th blog post according to my dashboard, and i don't know if he is lying or not...I named him a he...so yeah. ILC in BAGUIO!!! I got a sneek peek on what's going to happen and how they're gonna happen, and I am so JEALOUS of the people right now attending the ILC! I want to attend to refuel my spirit, to get my REAL marching orders from my God, I want to FEEL YFC to the MAX!!! I want to be BLESSED TO THE MAX! So for the people out there in the YFC ILC Baguio! Enjoy the experience to the MAX!

While we here on the MIddle East on April 29-30! Shall proclaim our LIMITLESS GOD :D


~dabsq


ps...someone told me I was SOMEHOW OR SOMEWHAT important to h** so yeah
ps2...kill me I am a feeler :))

today 2

we shooted scenes for el fili, and i got to borrow the ssc laptop...

the important people were not there, but thank God for AJ, Katherine, Feb and Mitz! At least our efforts were not wasted

~dabsq

sleeppp...and crams

I slept in school today, a LOT of sleeping was involved, why?

Because I didn't manage my time, I procastinated, and was unable to properly finish my ECONOMICS Business Proposal. I am not that focused on other things right now, namely YFC and SSC as this things call for later action :D One tip for the people out there who are proud not sleeping...

you are wrong, not sleeping is not that cool at all...get plenty of sleep, it'll save you lots of time ;) and stop procastinating, or else you'll be cramming a lot

33 days till graduation, we can do this :D

~dabsq

today

I woke up, and forgot to bring a tie, thank God I have a key and I got the tie, went to school, prepared for my presentation, lasted for an hour or so, got a high grade, answered questions then got the tripod from our house...thennnn....

we were able to finish our shooting for the day for Florante and Laura  El Filibusterismo for our Filipino Film Project, as usual, people start coming when the sun's already setting, me and josh were the camera men, and our GREAT :P Director Mitch, directed the scenes, I kept on shooting different kinds of angles, even though others don't understand why I am doing this, you'll see later ;)

At least we finished one whole ACT...I call it an act, not scene cuz, scenes are just scenes, cut scenes that don't change settings, while ACTS are the chapters of the stories themselves. We hope to finish until ACT 3 tommorow. Yea, Tine and Ivan had sweet scenes where Ivan just can't seem to show sweetness I don't know why? It's like a comedic drama where the guy is forced to go out with a girl that he likes but is too embarassed blah blah blah blah!

It was dark when we finished the scenes, and yea God granted Josh's "short-spontaneous-that-doesn't-look like-but-is-really-prayer" for a Bus ride home, within less than a minute, Kevin and me started walking home and we looked for LAPTOPS ;)

So now here I am in front of the computer, typing, in my blog when I am supposed to be writing my Economics Business Proposal...that's why...


ciao :D

~dabsq

to duke :>

HOY DUKE! Even though you don't read my blog, well actually no one reads my blog :D Marami talagang nakakamiss na sayo :) Even though we only spent a little bit of time with each other, i've grown well to like you as a person and as a friend. Especially when we were choreographing fight scenes at Josh's house, and stuff. I remember when i first met you at first year, we were not into much agreement during that time, but I got to know who you really are, through your friends, how you act, and how hard you could love and serve people. And for that I honor you and am proud to have known you in person.

I remember the times that we are supposed to have these super powers, where we are to tired and random to continue the shooting scene, that's why we just watched tv and played for the next few hours, i remember you helping me through the ESP being responsible enough to always be there on time, even though you are alone standing, I remember you helping the SSC during our Benta Mowd in the numerous School events in farooks, and you didn't even complain and always smiled when you work, for that I honor you!

Now i have come to realize, how not to judge by appearance or the capabilities, or the talents or from anything. But rather to see what lies in the heart of one's person...I saw a true friend, a committed student and a real person!

congratulations duke for a job well done, being with your friends, leaving such cherishable memories, and going home to the philippines leaving a legacy

and for that God bless and goodluck in your journey!


dabsq
blogger

ps...he's the guy with the camera and wearing a yellow sweatshirt :D

so what now

i stand here right before you...pissed and confused. cfc yfc is not just a affliation for me anymore, nor a community, nor even a way of life. YFC is my Life already, 2nd to being a Christian Catholic, is being a member of CFC YFC. People know me as a YFC fanatic and I am proud of it...I love not just YFC itself, but the members of the community itself, I have grown to love its teachings, activities, members, and coordinators.  For 6 long years God has blessed my life a lot through this community.

but now I stand in crossroads, where decisions are already set, and I could not decide on what to do. I stand in a crossroads where I could just watch what happens like a DVD, without having the chance anymore to change the ending, the story and the outcome of the characters.

i'll be leaving soon, and this decision was not made by mine alone, but by circumstances and current situations. i just dont know how to put it in words, but I am leaving YFC AUH soon, because I love it...i know it IS for the greater good and for God's infinite glory...but i just cant keep having the feeling of abandoning my fellow FRIENDS...soo i ask myself


what now?


kDabs
proud.yfc

just fulfilling my promise

to post at least once a day


kDabs

pluto nash

i am watching Adventures of Pluto Nash now...


and I am liking it...:)


Future films that really focuses on what the future looks like rocks!


kDabs
blogger

man on the middle

I dedicate this fictional story on the last hours of our Lord Jesus Christ, to his death and passion. May God's Glory be Forever, and his holiness endure till the end.

MAN ON THE MIDDLE

The sky is dark, as if there is an impending doom that is to be brought upon the face of the earth. It's about 11:34 AM in Golgota, but it seems forever since the sentence of this 3 men to die. I've been an avid observer of what happened, and how it happened, and it has brought me not just tears, but hope for a world to come. 12:00 PM came to past, no celebrations, or shouting out, just pure agony from the women I saw by the sides, they've been following this particular man, Jesus of Nazareth as I recall, ever since Pilate's palace. The soldiers and rabbis seems to be giving him a hard time? What was his crime? Is he really that of a dangerous criminal. I tried to look upon the eyes of this so called trouble maker, and was able to get a glimpse of his eyes, and within those eyes, I didn't see vengence, or anger...but sadness and a forgiving man. It penetrated my heart, to see a man like this in agony, but to see a man that seems to be so peaceful and calm be forced to suffer and be mocked upon...

12:43 PM, the soldiers are now playing with his clothes, casting lots to see who gets the best part, the part without the man's blood ofcourse. I hear the man mumble as if he is thirsty, the soldiers, rather than giving him water to drink, instead gave him vinegar, sour vinegar, and this man accepted it faithfully, without disgust. After he drinks he looks at the soldiers and gives them a smile, a warm fatherly smile that could have made me cry in that very moment, if not for the screaming man on the cross on the left being pecked upon by a crow.

1:27 PM, it seems darker than ever, as if the whole of nature is lamenting together with the woman for the man in the middle. It looks like the sun has already been set even though it is blazing over the horizon, but it looks like as if the sun is crying, together with the birds of nature, everything in nature is silent as of the moment, and I saw the man, the man in the middle promising happiness and paradise to the man on his right. This man on the middle seems to be assured on what he's doing, he seems to be in total control even though he is not. His blood just dripping like a broken faucet in the sink.

1:53 PM, no blood is coming out anymore, the man is not screaming in pain or struggling to get down, he looks as if he is in deep thought, in deep prayer, and I hear words of forgiveness that he is imparting to the people in this area. And the moment the words "forgive them" left his mouth I felt my heart twisted and pulled out from  my chest, I felt the pain of being enslaved in guilt, but a gush of wind suddenly gave me peace, and I felt a warm embrace, a sign of love, and when I looked up and saw the man, he was looking straight at my eye, as if he is saying...I've forgiven you

2:47 PM, I just went to the bathroom to catch a piss, as I walk back to the hills of Golgota, I see the criminals and the man on the middle on their death agony. The man on the middle looks like he is trying to catch his breathe, he is using his arms even if without strength to drag himself upward to catch every whisp of air into his nose. He was breathing heavily for the next 13 minutes.

3:00PM, Father into your hands I commend my Spirit, that very moment I was stunned, I looked around if everyone is seeing what I am seeing but I saw the whole of the sky open up and thousands of angels sound the trumpets as if there is a fueneral in heaven. I saw the whole of nature bow down in respect to this man on the middle who just died. Now the soldiers making sure the criminals are dead broke their bones, while a certain soldier pierced the side of this dead man on the cross, and not blood but water came out pouring of his sides. The soldier after being hitted with the water as if healed knelt down and proclaimed God's glory

3:13 PM, The vision was over 10 minutes ago, and it has been 10 minutes ever since my life changed...I saw an innocent man, although i didn't get to hear his words, die in front of the people that I could see in his eyes he Loved...And yet betrayed him. I saw the whole of glory of God flash before my eyes as this man died, and I saw God himself, on that cross dying...yes I boldly proclaim this man to be God,

Jesus of Nazareth...the King of the Jews... the man on the middle

the Christ

kDabs

servant

a question

i asked my friends earlier this day, a question that for them may seem a weird and random question for them but a serious one for my knowing...

is it ok to fall in love with your cousin? Like marry him/her and stuff?

Charles said, it would be incest, and so did AJ, and all the other guys, Charles even claimed it to be worse than being homosexuals *no offense* and being married as gay. It's one of the worst kinds of stuff on his well point of view, I just asked my mother and she said probably its incest. So I ask myself, why is it consider bad? In the case of 1st cousins.

Like what if you really fell in love with your cousin, and you're not even close before, your family has been living apart for all these years? Why would it be incest? What is incest anyway? Marrying someone within your nuclear family? Isn't that who we all are, related as one family?

They'll say it was ok for the people in the past, my question is? Why isn't it okay now? Are we ruled by a dictating "traditional" society, some liberal minded's may take this far and say why we should be allowed to marry our grand children too, which is a big no no for me...but what about cousins?

why is it forbidden for two cousins to fall in love with each other?

why?



kDabs
servant


ps1...I asked Josh about this matter, he asked me to ask a dead guy, Dr. Jose Rizal...well i guess I won't be getting any answers for a very long time...
ps2...I leave the question to you? Why? If love is all those boundaries crap and etc, why is it that we are dictated by modernity and traditional rulings?

pride

you are so full of yourself aren't you? You just love it when people give you this kind of attention, when they show you that you are someone useful, or when you think that they admire what you do? You really stop seeing who really matters most when everything ends up like hell ryt? well its you, and you like being who you are...

i just leave you a warnining my friend, you are being sucked right into the depths and darkness of total self hate and love, seems confusing isn't it? let me put it this way, you are way over your head, you are trying to prove yourself as someone who matters subconciously but is really just a figment of everybody's imagination.

you are way over your head, you think you've already discovered life for what it is, even though you're honest enough to admit that you are still stupid to accept the facts, you just can't get the full of yourself, you laugh at the face of danger, when danger isn't there, and yet you run when you see darkness prodding around the corner, ohh the courage I see in your eyes, is the same weakness that would make you fall

the courage to do what you think is wrong, and yet do it anyway, not minding the consequence, not thinking what to do. I used to admire you, put hope in you, but now pride is eating you from the inside, mark my words, You would crumble into dust, and i would not be there to scoop you up and build you up again...

i am currently listening to Ronan Keating's When you say nothing at all, i guess that applies to you pretty much right now, we just change the lyrics from You say it best, when YOU SAY THE BEST when you say nothing at all, stop talking and start listening

don't just listen to those voices that seem to mislead you, those voices around you in your life, that defines who you are, rather listen from your own heart, your own understanding, and face your darkness...

mark my words my friend

your greatest strength WOULD BE the cause of your most painful fall


kDabs
blogger

ps...don't try asking who it is, you won't get any answers from me...for now
ps2...do not think that this refers either to a specific person, or a group of people, stop wasting your time

ps3...my friend...see how I see, feel how I feel, think how I think and I don't care if you do

ps4...blog how I blog :)

April 2, 2010
12:29 AM

how NOT to write a blog

number 1

share corny jokes

kDabs

stucked

here i am stucked at home, and I can't speak about the current situation I am sunked into, u know why? it may affect many people, around me, I have to be careful, blah blah blahbity blah blah!

I can't even enjoy a day with my friends without being criticized and questioned


oh smite me


kDabs