Monday 27 December 2010

Photo Journey Series "THE BEGINNING"

At last…after a looonngg time, I am able to blog again. Uhmm, you are all probably hating me right now my dear imaginary readers because of my failure to keep my promise to Blog important events. Well, I must admit that I am really a blogger of EPIC *Excusable Palpable Ingenious Cursed* Proportions…so yeah…Just a quick history of my blogging style…2007, I blog like all my readers are Old People because I use FONTS THIS BIG and in an annoying way, I use the Comic Sans font in typing, so yea…it is indeed weird. But as I matured in the blogging sphere, I begin to write not just updates, but personal reflections and realizations of my life. My thoughts, my feelings and everything that happens around my life. I also cleaned up my fonts and its sizes. I was more consistent, more mature and more linear. I had a blogging identity, it was shaped and manifested in the year 2008. Through my www.solidyfc.multiply.com blog.

Many bloggers goes through this kind of phase. I began to search for a new identity, an identity in where I could touch more people’s lives, a unique identity that I could express my whole image, an identity that I myself would enjoy writing about. Thus in searching for this new identity, and writing style, I lost the desire to blog. I underwent the stage of inactive blogging, and it lasted for two years till 2010. There were sparks of inspiration, as you could see…the obsolete http://dabsq.livejournal.com and the struggling http://dabsq.blogspot.com. Now I have made my decision to return to my usual blogging as I have found my identity, my own writing style. A new one different in its way, but similar to who I represent. A person of images, a person of realizations, reflections, musings, thoughts and randomness…


Sorry for the serious introduction, but it is indeed a must…


I welcome you to my first and new kind of blogging


My New PhotoJourney Series. I haven’t thought of a nice name yet or a logo, so yea…everyone have to start somewhere

Please watch out for the next entry for this series :) 

CHRISTMAS DAY
December 25, 2010



~dabsq

Sunday 21 November 2010

Breaking promises, renewing old ones...

Yes I've broken my promise of blogging everyday...well I am a human being...just sue me k?

Anyway, I've broken a lot of promises recently...

  • A 7 year promise
  • Blogging everyday
  • Staying Faithful
  • Praying everyday
  • Being well disciplined in my body
  • Throwing the trash
  • Washing my clothes
Our promises range from those who are to impact the lives of many people, and ours the same...to promises that just makes you smell bad when you can't fulfill them...

But see this...I don't regret breaking the promises that I've mentioned above. I did them out of the willingness of my heart...my choice and my decision. This time no one told me what to do, no one dared to question me and criticize breaking those promises. And I don't regret any of them...

What I do regret is not being able to fulfill my promise of excelling in my studies and becoming more humble and committed to the community I know and Love. I know that people trust me, i've touched a lot of people's lives already...And my wrong decisions and choices would for certain my affect their way of seeing the world.

And so I renew a promise...the promise to once again share every experience that creates an impact in my life. This blog would be like my diary, a public diary of my reflections, realizations, stories of laughter and joy...and novels of sadness and despair. 

I would strive for holiness...I would strive for excellence...I would strive for humility...

It's who I really am...and who I want to be

The words I wanna hear someday

Kuya Dabs :)
The person who brought me to Christ
My brother, my kuya, my leader
A true Friend



~dabsq

Monday 25 October 2010

Text Messages, Evil Black Trash Bags and Mustard Seeds

TEXT MESSAGES
So I woke up at around 4:30 AM this morning...I know right? Well its because I kinda slept early because I was EXHAUSTED from traveling around Baguio yesterday. I dozed off at 11 PM without me even noticing...that's how tired I was. Anyways, when I woke up this morning I received a very sweet and special text message from my dzidzi...Awww, I Love you too dzi ^^, honestly it made me smile and forget about being tired at the moment. After reading it a couple of times more, I saw it fit that I should throw out the trash now and not later because I might again procrastinate and end up putting it aside till next week. And I've already got 4 FULL BLACK TRASH BAGS *not counting that ones I wore during my Linis Bahay photoshoot chronicles* and one of the trashbags is like...between 10 to 15 kilograms in weight...And since I am alone in the house I have to go back and forth in throwing the trash. Walking at least a kilometer to the nearest trash depository *in layman's term...dump*

EVIL BLACK TRASH BAGS
I waited a couple more of minutes till the sun rose up, I don't want to be caught walking in the dark...I might see a ghost or something...NAHHH just kidding, I am not that afraid of something like that silly...I am just afraid that I might see flying dogs...worst nightmare...seriously the worst...Anyways I am being too random...so Yea I got up, cleaned what my dog thought was fun which was DESTROYING 2 trashbags outside so yeah I cleaned them up...and Started to carry the first two to the dump. After I disposed of the two evil trash bags I karate chopped them and then started to walk back dramatically with a background music of some 90s disco dance revolution machine. Upon reaching my house I carried in one hand the 13 kg trashbag...and the 200-300 grams trash bag on the other...I made a couple of stuffs because I was dead tired, thirsty and at the same time the trash bag was FREAKIN HEAVY! Trust me...it was HEAVY!

After with all the screaming, pulling and shouting *YOU'LL NEVER TAKE ME ALIVE* and all the drama with the 13 kg trash bag...I finally DUMPED it! AHA! At last...take that evil black trash bags! So I started walking back...no scratch that...I started dancing back...imagining that I won a battle or something...You might dismiss me as a crazy dude sometime later on, but if you really know me...then you'll just see this as one of my glorious moments...

When I got home, I washed my hands and decided that I should pray, its been a long time since I had my prayer time...And that is the purpose of this blog...to share the gospel and my reflection upon it.


Ohhh! Di Ba? Galing ko noh, kala ninyo randomness lang xD

MUSTARD SEEDS
The story that I've just shared to you is real, I didn't imagine it to make a point. I really received a sweet and special text message from my special someone that I really love, I really did throw 4 evil black trash bags that I really hate...and I really did reflect and pondered upon my prayer time...So knowing me there must be a lesson to all the things I wrote above...Right? Well yeah, all of them are related to this verse

Luke 13:18-21
He said therefore, "What is the kingdom of God like? And to what shall I compare it? It is like a grain of mustard seed which a man took and sowed in his garden; and it grew and became a tree, and the birds of the air made nests in its branches." And again he said, "To what shall I compare the kingdom of God? It is like leaven which a woman took and hid in three measures of flour, till it was all leavened."


I copy-pasted this verse from my facebook status, see I AM LAZY!...Ok enough with the randomness, kinda trying to focus with the serious portion of this blog...the realizations, reflection and lessons part...

I focused more on the mustard seed because I kinda don't know how to relate any of these with bread and yeast. The mustard seed is small, it's very small indeed but its Tree is very large. Jesus was relating to us that God's kingdom starts out of mustard seed. Does this mean literally? Well Yes and No.

Yes and No because God's kingdom is both in our hearts and in heaven. God's Kingdom in our heart indeed starts out with a simple desire, with that small spark of genuine faith, no matter how small or insignificant that spark is...as long as it is genuine, and it came from God...it has the potential to become Big and change the world. No because God's kingdom in heaven is already majestic and glorious, it didn't start out as a mustard seed.

God's Kingdom in our Hearts is like a mustard seed, it will and must start with true desire, no matter small or insignificant that desire or faith is. If planted, nurtured and protected, it would grow to something big. My service in Youth For Christ, all of the Kuya Dabs that you know now, was not the Kuya Dabs 6 years before when he started serving in the community. My intentions and goals before were not that big or as you can say genuine. I just had the simple desire to lead. I developed that simple desire that I want to help and to talk in front. It all started with a simple desire, 6 years down the road that desire transformed into something greater. I transformed into a calling to a mission that I am doing and living right now. It was not a one time event. We need to be patient, especially nurturing visions and desires. We must be patient with people around us, do not complain if it seems that nothing is happening or that you're not seeing change right away. Remember that it is a start. As long as you've planted a mustard seed of God's Love in their hearts...it would grow...just protect and nurture that seed.

The text message, how was it related into growing mustard seeds? You see Simple words as I Love you, you are important to me...and I will still Love you tomorrow are indeed life changing. For me I treasure these words deeply and it brings me great joy if someone special to me like her texts to me these words. Why? It's because all relationship starts with a small liking for each other. Like a mustard seed, a relationship whether with a GG, or a friend doesn't start with a simple YES, or I Love you...It is not a one time event...it's a continuous process that enables that relationship to grow. You cannot expect it to be that magnificent and marvelous just because you said Yes...you must work hard on it...plant it, nurture it and protect it. The words that I received are the fruits of the small mustard seed that was planted a long time ago...the small mustard seed of friendship that grew into the Tree of True Love.

How about the trash bags...How is it related to my mustard seed story? Well looking both ways, if a mustard seed is planted and nurtured it would grow to something big...something wonderful. The same way, if a mustard seed is just left alone to dry, it will wither and die *hey that rhymes* Put a couple of mustard seeds and just leave them with water without planting nor nurturing them they'll become spoiled. Like trash. Throw them out in the garbage and let them accumulate they'll grow alright, but this time as spoils, full of germs and bacteria and fungi. If we let small seeds of hate, anger, confusion and hurt get out of hand, plant them deep in our hearts, nurture them with bad memories, unfound guilt, irrational reasoning and such, then protect them by denying that they exist or even ignore them...they'll grow into something that is the opposite of the tree of Life. They'll grow thorns and continually pierce your heart because you have nurtured them and protected them. You let them to be accumulated and fill your whole body...and this is not a wise idea. Throw them out...that' my advice to you, take them to the dump. How? Go to confession, pray at church, and at the same time let go of these things that are continually hurting you...Move on, there's a lot of blessings ahead of you and with you right now...Stop wasting time collecting and protecting garbage thinking you can get rid of them later on, because they'll probably pile into enormous amounts and it would take you years before you can dispose of them all.

CONCLUSION
So there you have it folks, I shared about Text Messages, Evil Black Trash Bags and Mustard Seeds, I hope you liked my blog entry for today. For the UP students reading my blog, please do not comment about grammatical and spelling corrections in my comment box. Just email me or pm me privately, dabsq@yahoo.com. Also I tend to over exaggerate on the punctuation marks so I am begging for your forgiveness hahahaha.

It's 7:30 AM on my Clock and I leave you a picture of this evil black trash bag

God Bless :)



~dabsq

Wednesday 20 October 2010

3rd Day

Its been 3 days since internet and electricity said bye bye to our home....Yeap and I am missing them so much, but not as much as I miss my family, my dzidzi, and my friends...

Anyways yeap its my 2nd day of hogging the computer here at global pinoy center hahahaha xD

Gotta keep my promise y'all xD

~dabsq

Tuesday 19 October 2010

Caught in the eye of the storm

My dear imaginary readers, I know that I have promised to blog everyday...but you see there's a storm here name Juan...yea a GAY storm...and I hate it...

So that's why walang internet, kuryente at kung ano anu pa ang nasa bahay...sad...tsk tsk tsk


On the bright side I have a reason to go and stay here at SM hahahah xD

~dabsq

Sunday 17 October 2010

Alam niyo ba

Did you know that I LOVE Rianne :)

Yeap I Love her as my dzidzi...and I promise to protect, pastor and provide for her...
Ung provide...when the right time comes...pero for now protect and pastor

I choose to be a real man of God...treating her the way she is to be treated...a real princess, and a precious daughter in God's eyes...and a magnificent person in mine...:)

I miss you :D

I Love you ^^
And I'll always be praying for you!

I promise to protect you...and to be the best person that God made me....for you :)


~dabsq

PS...
kukuwento ko realizations ko because of her, in my other entries...watch out for the Dzidzi chronicles xD

ps2...
Ang cutee nung yellow flowers sa likod hahahaha xD

The Coming Back

Hello my readers *if any*

I know that this blog has been dead for almost 3 months now...Is that right? 3 months?

Anyway, I am here again...back  to blog at least once a day...yea I know I keep on promising this and that and I seem to break them all the time...but who cares...It's just a blog...

But really, that promise made me think, If I could break a promise in small things...what about big things...things that are important to me, promises that affects not only my own, but the lives of many others...That's why I made a resolution, and that is to blog as much as possible...

In so much as fulfilling my promise :) I have returned...

So watch out, liberal catholycs...worldly thinking, bad habits, and all the useless icky stuff out there...Kuya Dabs is back...and his presence would be felt...



kahit man lng sa blog na ito hahaha


~dabsq

Sunday 22 August 2010

restless

is this mission worth it?


~dabsq

alter ego1: yes it's worth it, work hard for it...perservere and even die for it!
alter ego 2: no...it's not worth the cost...u lost too much and gain nothing

Saturday 21 August 2010

facing the monster

It's all dark and sticky, the air is so moist...I can feel critters crawling between my legs...

I feel so wet, so alone...I turned back to see if someone was there to back me up. Hoping that someone could've been there and was there assuring me that I have someone with me in this battle...there was none...
Thoughts are racing within my head. Running round and round like cat and mouse, dog and cat, whip and dog,...cheese and butter...

What I am doing, I am wasting my time...I am standing in this sticky situation...facing a monster, towering like an immovable mountain. His big and red eye looking down at me...He looks like he is ready to devour me at any second now...I feel the stench of his breath...I don't wanna smell his breathe, but I am stuck...and I have no choice but to smell the horrible odor.

His razor sharp teeth has these weird critters with dozens of eyes and multiple hands attached to their bodies. I feel so oozy just by looking and thinking about them...and yet I am here all alone facing this giant...facing this thing...facing this...monster.

Why was I so stupid...to get myself into this situation? Why was I so eager to follow the sweet, and alluring scent that this monster seduced me with? Why was I so blind to follow its beautiful back, drooling like a dog, without seeing its disgusting face? Why was I so lazy and stubborn to listen to the people around me warning me about this monster...why? Why did I fell for its beautiful, promising and lying words of happiness...

Just then, a bright light shone from behind me. I tried to look but I was blinded by the light...by the radiant light that gives a positive energy. I was not able to see through the light and yet I can see a man...yes a man...A shining man, but a human being none the less...As I tried to look closer, this man was walking...he was walking towards me...he looks wounded, I see a lot of blood dripping from his sides and his hands. It looks like he is really suffering very harshly, but still he keeps on walking towards me.

I saw the monster, it was now beginning to act violent, like it was very afraid of this man and at the same time angry at him. The monster's eyes are now beginning to glow darker, a darker shade of red...then he ROARED!!! Yes he roared like a lion, an elephant and all the scary things you could think off...Its roar sounds like a thousand of souls. Suffering souls, screaming in despair...screams that makes you feel, sad, scared, hopeless and dead at the same time...

By this time I was trembling...I could not face this monster anymore and yet I am here stuck between this wounded man who seems to weak to fight the monster, and this huge monster...looking at me and at the man like he was going to eat me alive...that was then...

The man rushed towards me and hugged me...and I felt...Love...the monster started screaming and attacking in rage....he started biting the man, tearing his wounds and slashing his back...and yet the man stood firm on his ground...hugging me...protecting me from the monster...He was crying, but at the same time smiling...

I cried...tears dropped from my eyes like rainfall on a sunny day...I felt all the energy drained out of me...and yet strong and love, because this man was hugging me despite all the odds...The monster is now growing weaker every blow...it seems that the blood of the man is reacting violently against the monster...it seems like the blood of this man is like acid, burning the monster....

The monster stopped attacking now and started crying and wimping...It started talking! And told the man every single bad thing that i have done...he was ACCUSING ME!!! Who was this man!?!? what kind of monster is this??? I felt embarrassed and scared at the same time...I felt dirty because all of the monster's words are true...but still this man continues to hug me...he continues to hug me...

By this time the monster stopped...he was defeated, wounded and weak...he now turned his back and started walking towards the dark edges of the path...after 3 minutes his smell was gone...the battlefield was a mess, full of the monster's dirt and the man's blood...

But still this man continues to hug me....he doesn't want to let go of me...

The I asked him...why did you do all of those things for me???


Then he answered...


Because I forgive you...


I love you

~dabsq

PS1- Original story yan ahhahaha :D inspired lng magsulat! God Bless

Friday 20 August 2010

So hardd :)


Yea the blog title says it all, it is hard...

It's hard...
to stand up for something you believe in when it's something that you don't want to believe in...
to be a Kuya to all, if you can't even a kuya to yourself
not to complain on the hardships of life
to pray every single day as if nothing's wrong
to stay strong in the face of a giant monster of challenges
to stand up and to face your fears
to show that you are a strong leader
to be a holy person
to be faithful to our God
to be me
to stay committed for 7 years
to walk your talk
be like Jesus
to die for yourself...

There are a lot of things that we could complain and use as an excuse to God on the hardships of our lives...but one thing's for sure...

it was surely really hard for him, a perfect God who did nothing wrong but love his creation, to die on a cross, be spitted upon, and yet still had the courage and love to hug the cross...as if it was not a curse but rather a blessing...he considers us as his blessings and those hardships didn't matter...no they didn't


but none the less it was hard...

Jesus didn't say that it would be easy...

but he promised us that it'll be worth it :)

he didn't give up...he didn't

~dabsq

ps1...in short mhirap ma in-love ng hindi oras :))
ps2...and no don't ask me who she is...:D

Thursday 19 August 2010

Bakit ba kasi?

Alam mo nakakainis ka na...

eh kasi naman lagi mo nlng tinatamaan ang puso q


~dabsq

Wednesday 18 August 2010

Phiona

Hahaha just a sharing...

Now I kinda feel a part of how parents feel when they need to spank their children out of discipline
I feel the pain of hitting your children, your responsibility, so that they could grow up as great adults someday.
I feel the pain of hearing your children cry and you can't do anything about it to teach them a lesson.
I feel the pain of clearing up the mess of your children who made mistakes.
I feel the pain of realizing that you've hitted them for the wrong reason
I feel the pain of them being too scared of you...

I realized all of this while training my new Puppy, Phiona...:) I love this puppy so much that I am hurt when I need to spank her.
I am hurt when I need to scold her
I am hurt when I need to punish her...

But what's amazing about it is this...

She learns quickly...and I am doing all of this things out of love..

Who says Love is just a bed of daises...

Its a bed of roses my dear...flowers, thorns and all :)
~dabsq

Being ready

We had worship at Oblation Grounds just hours before I decided to type in this blog again :)

The worship was amazing, and is really amazing. It started out with 0 plans, 0 directions and 0 hope. But God has other plans, he made us realize the simple things in life, the common things in life that we face day to day. The normies that we encounter in each day of our lives, the things we take for granted...He made us realize that all of this things were allowed by him to happen...because we are ready...

Read my lips...God will not allow something to happen to us, whether good or bad, a blessing or a challenge, if we're not ready to handle it. That's how much he knows us. There are times that he already knows and is saying that we are indeed ready, but we ourselves are denying it, and even questioning his will for us :)

The worship was amazing, it just made all of us realize, how Great our God is...How big he is, and how he made every thing that surrounds us just to make us happy. That's how great he is, that's how much he has loved us...

Personally, the worship made me realize


God never gave up on me, that's why I must not give up on him or his people :)


~dabsq

PS1...Grabeee crusshhh q tlaga siii janinneee ang ganda ng boses nia!!! WOHOOO TO THE MAX!!!
PS2...si riane, aun ang kulit at ang gulo...pero masaya kasama :)) ahahha msarap kaaway

Sunday 18 July 2010

I am hommee

Wahhh naabutan ako ng ulan, got home at about 8:30 PM, the meeting was very productive nman :D aun bukas na ako magkukuwento! I have to wash the dishes pa ngatz!

*clicks*

~dabsq

Saturday 17 July 2010

an update

My Whole upper body freakin HURTS!!! Except my head!!!

~dabsq

And here it goes

So guess what...I woke up 12 PM today, and It took me 6 freakin hours to finish my Laundry...

and because of laziness lack of time and procastination lack of resources I wasn't able to study yesterday so I better fix the whole house now so that I could study later...:))


ayan naguupdate na ako ng blogg wohooo

~dabsq

ps1...PUSH UPS hurt
ps2...they really do

Breaking Promises

I know my imaginary readers, my last update was July 1, 2010 and I have literally been too lazy to update this blog...and yes I broke a promise and for that I am sorry! sorryy!!! xD

Its raining hard now, I've got many things to do

Academics
Maglaba
Fix the whole House :))

soooo ayan na :)) I'll update this after all of those blah blahs! God Bless
~dabsq


ps1...can someone please define HOTness?

Thursday 1 July 2010

College life is...

hindi kumpleto ang college lyf mo pag ndi mo naexperience na magka 0 sa isang seatwork at  bumagsak sa isang long quiz :))

~dabsq

Monday 28 June 2010

Orig Quote ;)

A single person may affect your decision...but a whole class may determine your destiny

~dabsq
How Great is our God!

~dabsq

Saturday 26 June 2010

every chance I get

its a weird thing...for me to study that hard...cause I am not that kind of study person...:D

but people told me it has to change, I am now a UPan, people have high expectations for me getting inside UP, heck I myself am surprised that I passed the UPCAT, it was like meatballs falling from the sky...

people, teachers, friends talk about different styles of studying...but I just can't seem to be happy reading, highlighting things, taking notes...I hate these boring stuff...so I devised a new way to study :D

and it involves with me being in front of the computer typing :) somehow typing soothes me, and makes me feel that I am making sense into this studying stuff :)

hoping to study every chance that I get one :D

~dabsq

almost finished

I am almost done in fixing up my computer...after that...blogging galore :) GB

~dabsq

Tuesday 22 June 2010

i should've

I should've posted a lot more
I should've more interested in updating this blog...

now...I resolve to update you bloggy more often..starting..

TOMMOROW!!!

~dabsq

ps...I RULLEDDDD SOCSCI 30 TODAY!!! wahhh...jke lng...:P EGO MOWD :D

Tuesday 8 June 2010

The Freshie

Walking down the crowded halls, surrounded by total strangers and unfamiliar faces. Being all alone without your close friends on this big university. People of different shapes and sizes looking at you, ignoring you...

Not knowing where to go, and who to talk to. Seeing hyper active emcees in the Orientation and having your first impressions. Confused on what room is S-AVR and CSS 204... Awkward moments with your serious first time professors. Lots of people around you grouped like the herds of animals in the field makes you think more about home...More about highschool...more about your friends...

College is a time to be independent, to be more socialized, more alert, and more open to new ideas and people...In short

College is the time to discover who you are and what you can do...

this is who I am...a Freshie of college :)

~dabsq
UPB

Sunday 6 June 2010

we found...

we found a dead squished rat under the refrigerator...


it was nasty...

~dabsq

Saturday 5 June 2010

The Vegetable Incident

Reporting live from Baguio City, Philippines! Sorry for my imaginary readers, its only this time after weeks that we got our inet, so here I am alive and kickin! Will blog daily for your entertainment, reflections and etc! 




THE VEGETABLE INCIDENT
the story
It was a sunny afternoon...no, a dark one...it was kinda blurry, ah forget it...It was a new day! Me and my mother bought vegetables from the Palengke yesterday and taught me how to bargain with people. And I do need to learn how to bargain Filipino style because back in Abu Dhabi I have to say Last Price, and Good Price, but here you have to talk and talk and talk and talk until you have lowered the price enough for your preferences. So yea, we went around the market, a lot of beautiful ladies there, and yea beautiful men too, and by beautiful I mean...yea...you get what I mean.

I saw live crabs, and I was kinda jumpy about that. I have to carry almost 20-25 kilos of market food around as my mother bought this VEGETABLES!!! Telling me all the way that she's gonna teach me to eat vegetables. And note, I DON'T EAT VEGETABLES, as the matter of FACT I hate those things...because of their taste. I do eat however Cucumbers, Potatoes (French Fries), and Tomatoes (Ketchup). So yea I was just telling myself...ahh goodluck mother...I am just gonna eat SOME while you're here. So yeah.

Fast forward, in the sunny, dark, blurry new DAY. I woke up with a BACK ACHE, that really messed me up for the whole day. I just lay down the whole day. And good thing that was, because that day my mother decided to cook Sitaw and Kangkong. So yeah I though I escaped...I was wrong, when I went out I was FORCED to eat because I haven't eaten anything for the whole day. So yea I needed to eat that accursed Sitaw and Kangkong, picking a few big chunks of pork cooked with it. I escaped with hotdog at last...

The next day...I ate again before we left for SM, and yes I ate again the Kangkong and Sitaw...and you know what the moment we stepped into SM, my stomach started revolting. As in revolting...BADD!!! It sounds like a roaring tiger mixed with crying hayeenas and a hot winter's day. It's like the 9 of a 7 cycled washing machine...In short...BAADD. I tried to keep it in as I could hold it for a while, but it grew bad by the minute. Until I reallly have to go to the bathroom. And there...the heaven's opened...

I went out of the bathroom happy and smiling, probably people though I was crazy, but no, I rushed back inside because, there it is again...And it hit me...something caused this...this...BAD REVOLT...ACCURSED STOMACH!!! THE SITAW AND KANGKONG! I KNEW IT!!! VEGETABLES ARE BAD!!! And so it took me a long time till I got out of the bathroom. After that  I finally complained to my mom and said...

THAT VEGETABLE YOU MADE ME EAT DID THIS...Did this...horrible stuff in my tummy. It hurts now. She told me that the vegetable was just CLEANING my stomach...and it had to adjust...And I was like huwah??? I don't wanna eat vegetables anymore because VEGETABLES HAVE bad side effects on me such as THIS!!!

the culprit...no way it is hot...


the lesson
Good things, when kept away from people for a long time does not make it bad from them. However it alienates them, because people start to learn living without good things. Without the values, morality and etc. Just like how I lived most of my life without vegetables only with meat, doesn't made the vegetables bad things...*even though i think they are* no, my body adjusted according to what I eat, thus rejected what was originally good for me. The same way that we live our lives...The longer we live in darkness and in sin, the more that the good things would hurt us more as we go near it.

That's why when people want to change for bad its easy, but when people change for the better its harder. Because their system, once used to the easy life, to the good life that seems good at first, but with over excess ruins their system and confuses their body, that when the better things, the good things in life goes closer to them, their souls would reject it. However the effects of the Good "Food" would remain good, it does not reject the body, however cleanses it from the sin and dirty stuff inside it. As the body adjusts to these good things, it would suffer for sure, it would be hurt, there would be pain...but all of it would be the cause of ending up in sin and bad things in the first place...The Good stuff would cleanse the body, the mind and the spirit. That's why at this early...start eating healthy

and start living fully :) by praying

~dabsq

~dabsq

Friday 4 June 2010

would be posting tommorow :D
~dabsq

Tuesday 25 May 2010

hello again.....!!! ughh!!!

hello again my faithful readers...(I knnow there isn't any...aww)

but anyways...i am here in philippines already, staying in our house in cavite for 1 day then moving up to my semi permanent place in Baguio...Gonna blog again regularly...THIS TIME I PROMISE! I am gonna tell you why I didn't blog regularly after graduation so yea

Kitakitz
~dabsq

Monday 17 May 2010

Complain Much?

Feel like ranting? Feel like complaining how hard life is? Feel like rambling about how people don't understand you? Feel like tearing up because people who are close to you are going to seperate ways? Feel like life is hard, and why is it so hard? We teens often do this...we often do...

We always have lots of things to complain about. From the moment we open our eyes, that moment shall determine how we would determine the new day that is set before us. If we complain, then the day would be ending up as a disaster. It's funny...

It's funny that 90% of the 30-40 Blogs I read  a day is about complaining. Complaining about how mischievous others are, complaining about how hard to live life is, ranting about the difficulties of making tough decisions...Complain, Complain, Rant, Rant....As if there is nothing else left in the world but bad things? That's why we fail to see the best things in life...that's why we fail to appreciate them for what/ who they are?


Right now I am complaining, well because I am ranting about these people who complain too much. Don't get me wrong, I am a complainer, a ranter, a pessimist kind of person. I always look like that, but I don't show that to others...I don't share it that much...you know why?

Because I know I am wrong...There are 2 kinds of pessimists, people who know they are wrong, and people who are ignorant about that truth, I can gladly say I am the former. I know its wrong to be a pessmist. That's why I call myself a REALIST...:) But even though...in this tough world when you focus on being a realist...it ends up focusing on the bad things...you end up being a pessimist...


So what is my challenge? What is my goal...that is to be a BELIEVER. Being a Believer is to be daring, being a believer is to challenge the impossible, being a believer is to be beyond realism or reality. Being a Believer is trusting in God. Being a Believer is to see beyond pessimism and optimism. Being a believer is to be achieve true happiness...

Waking up each morning, seeing everything and everyone as a blessing is just the start of seeing the eyes of a Believer. Seeing things, beautifully and planned out by our God just for you is being a believer. Believing in achieving impossible things not for fame, or your glory...but for God's Glory is starting to think as a Believer...Starting to  be happy for others, and thinking about others is a sign of loving as a Believer...

When you think about others...it must not be thinking about others for your own...no...When you think about others...there must be nothing in return, when you love and serve, nothing must be expected to be given back...Even appreciation...that's what being a Believer is...being Radical enough to see beyond the callings of the human flesh, and start satisfying the true happiness of the Human Soul.

When you start to Believe that there is and always will be a GREATER PURPOSE for everything that happens in your life...and you learn to accept them as they are, rather than complaining, ranting, then get hurt in the end....then you'll truly be happy. Because that happiness is not for your own anymore...but for God's :)

BEING A BELIEVER IS CHOOSING TO BE HAPPY.


so stop ranting...stop complaining...


And start BELIEVING
~dabsq

Saturday 15 May 2010

ORDINATIO SACERDOTALIS: A Catholic Teen's Point of View on Women's Ordination

So yeah I am posting something here in Latin? And I know its pretty confusssingg to most of my readers, as my readers are not that interested in these kind of stuff. Just you to know that besides being a CFC YFC Member, Multimedia Artist, and Crazy Person. I am also a practicing in training Catholic Apologists. Yes, my ladies and gentlemen I want to be a teen Catholic Apologist. My stand on Roman Catholicism is NEVER LIBERAL, somewhat Conservative, I accept and recognize the Vatican Council II and all the other councils before it, 100% Traditionalist...Charismatic Practicing Catholic...In short...I am a Roman Catholic Christian, and i stand by the issues and fully agree 100% on the decision of 1st the Roman Catholic Church (a.k.a. Vatican) on moral and doctrinal issues, 2nd by the POPE, the visible sheperd of the Church, and 3rd by the Congregation of the Doctrines of Faith, a commission based on scriptures, tradition and magesterium and not by "CONCIENCE" as claimed by Liberal CatholYcs.

So yeah, I was kinda ranting on the past paragraph, so to get on to my 2nd apologetic write up. The Ordinatio Sacerdotalis, and my point of view on it. So welcome to my 2nd apologetic write up on the subject and God Bless!

Ordinatio Sacerdotalis: A Catholic Teens Point of View.
Dedicated to Mr. Larry D, the person who inspired me to defend the church in face of fake errors for the glory of our Lord Jesus Christ and the defense of his Church... And I vow to join him, with many of the Catholic Apologists, together with our Pope in defending the Catholic Faith from the WOLVES from without and WITHIN. May God continue to bless you...
his website may be found here http://www.actsoftheapostasy.blogspot.com/

I really liked his blog...it's awesome and redefined and again refueled my burning desire for apologetics.
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Guess what's wrong with this picture?

Yeahh!!! ok ok, besides the Multi Colored Robes, the overly designed Priestly Garments and the person that I don't know if is a guy or a lady (person with green and yellow priestly robe that looks like fruit). Yeahh!!!You're right! I spy a woman raising her hands, and ohh what's this? being congratulated on being what? WHAT ORDAINED as a PRIEST?! Yea, a priest, and that's not the surprising part. I shouldn't have cared if she was Episcopalian, Anglican or any of those stuff. No, she claims to be catholic. Oh my gosh...a Catholic Woman Priest!?!? Since when! let's get ordained already!

Ever since I've started reading Mr. Larry D's blog I 've been pretty shocked with the situation of Catholic Churches abroad, because in the Philippines I rarely see this stupid confused women ordained as priests. So here goes the question why does the Church "FORBID" the ordination of women priests? Doesn't it VIOLATE the INCLUSIVENESS??? Jesus wanted for his Church? Isn't there a verse in the New Testament talking about the Priesthood of Believers including women? Ahhh soo many questions soo limited blog space and time. So let me first answer the question...Why does the Church Forbid the Ordination of Women Priests? Here I present to you Pope John Paul II the Great on the matter. And i really liked his STRONG statement and decision on this matter. It's black and white, no loopholes and straight to the point. Kinda like St. Peter when he Infallibly proclaimed Jesus to be the Messiah on Matthew 16:18.

Ordinatio Sacerdotalis
Wherefore, in order that all doubt may be removed regarding a matter of great importance, a matter which pertains to the Church's divine constitution itself, in virtue of my ministry of confirming the brethren (cf. Lk 22:32) I declare that the Church has no authority whatsoever to confer priestly ordination on women and that this judgment is to be definitively held by all the Church's faithful.

Woww, what a direct to the point statement. The Holy Pontiff himself using his authority as the Bishop of Rome, declared that the Church has no AUTHORITY whatsoever to confer priestly ordination on Women, and that this JUDGEMENT is to be definitively HELD by ALL the Church's FAITFUL.

Well there you go, all the Church's FAITHFUL he says. Praise God! If only these were enough with our hardheaded confused liberal bretheren. In short the Ordinatio Sacerdotalis is a Papal Apostolic Letter on all the Bishops of the Roman Catholic Church to clarify the Church's stand on ordination. Thus people who does not hold this document as final and rather choose to disobey it...are FAITHLESS, they are not upholding to the simple LOGIC presented by the Pope on his decision. But as Christ showed Patience with sinners, *NOT TOLERANCE* I'll be here to present by point of view and defend the Pope's decision on this matter.

Women priests, organizations and such claiming for equality always seems to confuse and misinterpret the role of men and women in the Church. They claim that the restriction on women ordination is an attack on their equality status blah blah blah. Let me make a statement on this statement that I have considered as truth for the last 17 years of my teen life...as I am only 17 :P

MEN AND WOMEN ARE EQUAL BUT NOT THE SAME
They are equal in their word and dignity
But not the same in their God given Roles and Mandate

God has given man and women different roles as per their calling as different genders. Women are called to Motherhood while Men are called to Fatherhood. Men are called to Provide as Women are called to Support her husband. Call me sexist as many feminist and equality people blah blah people now a days claim. But this is what I stand for. Because this is what God has instituted. Want proof?

To solve this "equality" claim let us go back to the time when God created Adam and Eve. Then Eve sinned because of her desire for POWER, and Adam is not off the hook because he failed to defend Eve from the deceptions of the serpent.

EQUAL BUT NOT THE SAME
1) Woman is to be under Man

Genesis 3:16
To the woman he said, "I will greatly increase your pains in childbearing; with pain you will give birth to children. Your desire will be for your husband, and he will rule over you."
Ooohhh NOOOO?!?! Does this mean God is SEXIST?!!? No, he is just passing judgement on Eve as to her sin, of wanting to be in command (a.k.a. GOD) by making her be subject under the obedience of her husband. Yes folks, God has instituted this kind of order in the world. Even before they had Children. There should be only ONE HEAD because 2 Heads would create a MONSTER, thus God has given Adam the Role to LEAD Eve, and at the same time given him the role as the PASTOR, PROVIDER and PROTECTOR of his Wife. This does not mean Eve is not equal in adam, no, rather Eve completes Adam's imperfections and supports his being the protector. As adam cannot bear children, take care of the home, emotionally senstive, and etc etc. In other words, Adam leads his Family, while Eve supports Adam. Their roles here are presnted as Different, they are equal, they both have rights to live, to worship, to be respected, and etc etc. But as the President of a country and a School Janitor, they are equal in their rights, but have different roles to act upon society. In this case...God instituted Man to be Head and Woman to follow.

2) Woman was created for MAN
Yeap folks, that's right, and I am not merely stating a factless emotional opinion here, but rather what I understand as stated on the Holy Bible. As stated in Genesis 2:18-23
emphasis mine
The LORD God said, "It is not good for the man to be alone. I will make a helper suitable for him."

Now the LORD God had formed out of the ground all the beasts of the field and all the birds of the air. He brought them to the man to see what he would name them; and whatever the man called each living creature, that was its name. So the man gave names to all the livestock, the birds of the air and all the beasts of the field. But for Adam no suitable helper was found. So the LORD God caused the man to fall into a deep sleep; and while he was sleeping, he took one of the man's ribs and closed up the place with flesh. Then the LORD God made a woman from the rib he had taken out of the man, and he brought her to the man. The man said, This is now bone of my bones and flesh of my flesh; she shall be called 'woman, for she was taken out of man.


Adam realized the importance of Eve, her role to play in creation. He considered her a Bone of his Bone, a Flesh of his Own Flesh. But as you see in my emphasis, God saw that man was lonely and Man needed a companion. So God created Woman. Woman is created for Man! Woman was created to be a companion of Man. To be the helper of Man in governing Creation. Man is not made for woman, neither they were made at the same time. Man was made first, to show example that he is instituting a lasting order of things, that he created Man for the purpose to Govern his creation as the Leader, and created Woman for Man to have a HELPER in Governing his creation. Therefore Woman was created to Follow the directions given by God through Man.

3) Wives Submit to your Husbands
As in all the congregations of the saints, women should remain silent in the churches. They are not allowed to speak, but must be in submission, as the Law says. If they want to inquire about something, they should ask their own husbands at home; for it is disgraceful for a woman to speak in the church.

Ooohh, here goes the liberals claiming now that the person who said this is SEXIST and too traditional and not able to adjust to the times and blah blah blah. Just to let you know before you start pointing your fake styrofoam staffs. The person who wrote this is the GREAT ST. PAUL! Yes LADIES and GENTLEMEN! St. Paul. 1 Corinthians 14:33-35

St. Paul was aware of God's order on Adam and Eve. In where God has instituted Adam as the head of the family. But this time, that God has institued a Universal Family (Catholic Family) It should be clarified that MEN are still called upon by God as the leaders of his Family. Of the Church. Saint Paul even said that it is DISGRACEFUL for a woman to speak in Church, what does this mean? It doesn't mean women's voices are not be heard. But they are not allowed to teach and gave homilies and those stuff that are only reserved for Priests. St. Paul is reemphasizing a thousand year old God given order/mandate on this matter that Men are called to Lead, and woman are called to support and follow man. At the same time Man must not abuse the equality and dignity of the women following them. Do I hear a big AMEN?


CHRIST'S PERSONAL CHOICE
Now that we have established that Men and Women are Equal but not the same, and that Men are called to Lead and Women are to Follow, and God has instituted it this way. Let us proceed to Christ choosing his disciples. Now mind you, Christ let all follow him, men and women alike. He allowed this as he calls for everyone to be his disciple. However he only chose 12 apostles, 12 primary disciples that he knows who would carry on his mission as the foundations of the church. And notice here that he has chosen only MEN, not just because this is the current "TREND" of the "TIMES" or that was the "NORM" back then, but because Jesus was FULLY aware of the Priestly line of the Jewish Tradition, the Levites in where they are set apart from the people. Although God has called everyone to be Priests, this is meant to be the evangelizers, everyone is called to take part on the mission of proclaiming the Gospel of Christ, but as he said only a few are called to be the Presbyters, the PASTORS of the people, the leaders, the PROTECTORS of Christ's gospel the PROVIDERS of God's Body and Blood the Eucharist. Do I hear something...something familiar...BOOM! The role of MEN in the Family. The role of MEN in society to lead. And Christ knows this perfectly he said this and practiced it. So you FAKE CONFUSED women priests, out there, stop saying it's what Christ could've wanted...because you haven't seen him living, breathing, eating, and talking to you. He instituted a Church to protect us from this errors. It was his Choice as God for this to happen, and how to conduct it this way.


THE ROLE OF THE CHURCH AS THE BRIDE, AND PRIESTS AS THE GROOM
We've always defined the Church as a HER "NO POLITICAL CORRECTNESS HERE" because she has CHILDREN, and because Mother Mary is the Model of the Church. The Church is the Bride of Christ who is the Groom. Wanna know why priests are celibate (more articles about this later) it's because they are in persona Christi. Person acting for Christ. Because it is Christ who moves in them, Christ who lives in them and acts in the. Thus they are already married, committed to the Church. As the Bride! They are the Grooms Men, the Groom of the Church who is the Bride. Of course this has not effect on those Dissidents because they believe in same sex sodomitic homosexual marriage. So it's okay for them :))


NO SUCH THING AS PRIESTESS IN CATHOLIC TRADTION, ONLY ON PAGAN RELIGIONS
Christ never mentioned PRIESTESS, or PRESBYTERESS, because they didn't see the need for such. They didn't accept and agree on that matter. As you see it is not just theologically incorrect to say Women Priests, it is also gramatically incorrect as they are PRIESTESS, they are PRIESTESS in the language defined as it shows a FEMININE argument. Now see here that only Pagans have priestess...perhaps??? Noo...but...what if??? Hmmm

BUSTING ANSWERING THE 7 REASONS PRESENTED IN A PRO-WOMEN ORDINATION WEBSITE

my comments in red
1. One priesthood in Christ
Through baptism women and men share equally in the new priesthood of Christ. This includes openness to Holy Orders.

so if I were to follow your logic, so is the people who are teens, children, gays, lesbians, gay who are lesbians and no matter their status is as long as they are baptized, they can preside in Holy Orders? You are misinterpreting the Priesthood of Believers presented by Christ which is for the mission to Evangelize and proclaim the Gospel, but not to Pastor his flock. So if everyone can share equally the priesthood then that means everyone can become a priest? So who needs laity and 10 years of study and prayer? Everyone is uin the priesthood of Christ you say.
2. Empowered to preside

At the Last Supper Jesus empowered both women and men. Both can be ordained to preside at the Eucharist.
At the last supper Jesus only had his 12 Apostels (Men) in the table. Now some Feminists claim Women are also present, well I agree. He empowered men and women alike. AGREE. But he didn not Empower both to preside. Only to his Apostles did he gave authority, only to his Apostles he gave a special gift to forgive and not to forgive. So what were the women doing at the last supper? Serving ofcourse! They were serving the Lord through cooking, fixing the table, and providing the necessities needed by the Apostles. And they didn't even complain about being not treated equally and started rallying and proclaiming radical theologies and then claiming that there exist a Girl Jesus. How great is that! They were humble and submitted to the authority of Christ and to the men he has appointed over them. To lead them. To pastor them, to Provide for them, and to Protect them!


3. Cultural bias

The Church’s practice of not ordaining women as priests was based on a three-fold prejudice against women. This affected the judgment of Church leaders.

Show me proof, that it is a prejudice against women...Then you would go on presenting conspiracy theories about having a female Jesus name Jesuette and SHE was erased in history and was made man because of prejudice against women. Want proof and defense why women were not ordained as priest? Holy Scriptures ain't enough for you? Church Documents seem too restrictive? Then go the the Church FATHERS!!! *ooopss*


4. Women have been deacons
Until at least the ninth century the Church gave women the full sacramental ordination of deacons. This proves women can be ordained.

Again, please provide me a document, a proof, and please let it be signed and proclaimed valid by the Pope of the current time, and not of a schismatic bishop or a heretical priest or a wayward prophet. Only then would I agree on this, as long as it is considered valid by the Pope.

5. The ability for women to be ordained has been present in the Church’s latent Tradition.

One example is the age-long devotion to Mary as Priest. It shows that, according to the ‘sense of the faithful’, in Mary the ban against women has already been overcome.

Huwatt?!?!? Age long devotion as a priest?!?! HUWAT?!!? Sacrilegous. Mama Mary, herself didn't claim priesthood. She was venerated as the Mother of God, Mother of the Church, our Mother and our guidance, but never as a priest. Even Pope John Paul II a HARD CORE!!! \m/ Devottee of the Blessed Virgin Mary disapproved of this matter. Did you read about Mama Mary teaching? or presiding about anything? A verse in the Bible says she knew all of these things (Christ's teachings) by heart and contemplated upon them in SILENCE! Seee she is a handmaiden of the Lord, obedient to his word, and obedient to the order he has established.

6. The wider Church accepts women priests

After serious study and prayer other Christian Churches now ordain women as priests. Though not everything other Churches do can be accepted by the Catholic Church, this converging consensus by believing Christians confirms that ordaining women is according to the mind of Christ.

This is a contridactory statement I'll just laugh it off. You say not everything other Churches do can be accepted by the Catholic Church and yet you claim that we can accept this as permissable because a MAJORITY of the Christians allowed it? Because DEMOCRACY applies? That's why God's Church is NEVER democratic, but rather a Kingdom...(more on this on later articles) he instituted a deciding factor body on this decision, it doesn't mean the voices of the People is God's will...heck no...Soo you're saying Christ to be crucified *majority by the way* was justifyable. Please....a simple 17 year old could see the loopholes in your loggic that taints the image of the Church.

7. Women too are, in fact, called to be priests

The fact that many responsible Catholic women discern in themselves a vocation to the priesthood is a sign of the Holy Spirit we may not ignore.

Conclusion: there are no valid arguments against women priests, and many truly Catholic arguments in favour!



THE CHURCH ON THE MODERN WORLD
The Church stands in the Modern World Strong and Faithful! To the ever standing tradition, discipline and doctrine on God Given roles to Men and Women. Popes of entire history has re-affirmed this decision over and over again. And our Pope Benedic XVI is defending it and upholding the legacy left by PopeJohn Paul II the Great. The question is not the shortage of priests, the commitment of the people or inclusiveness or such. The question is...God's Will. Is this his WILL for his Church.

Thankfully he has annointed leaders to govern us. Strong men to lead us, and faithful women (religious sisters) to support this men in upholding the truth on his Church and on his people

To God be the glory


~dabsq

PS
Larry D your comment is to be HIGHLY!!! Appreciated :P I would like you to know that I became a follower of your blog and an avid supporter of your cause. Hats off to you Bro!

RANT!!!!

Oooohh looookkyy here, I can connect to the internet...sooo powerful...yea I got the highhheeeesssttt 56.0 Mps!!! I am soo awessommmee...

~dabsq

Friday 14 May 2010

Super Secret Boyband

Our complete picture including KC....
the JACKsons, the people I hang out with within school, my peers/group in school, the people who make me angry, sad, happy, joyous, excited and fulfilled...

my friends...:)
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Charles- My friend waaaayyy before JACKsons, he was a participant when I first team-led a youth camp in August 10-11, 2006 in Philippine National School. But we were not that close until our summer vacation in 2007 where we got together every single day to serve in the Parish Summer Camp. That is when I got to know him, and saw how much he has changed, how much God has changed him, and how much mature he grew as a person and as a youth leader. He's interested in MARVEL, MUSIC, PS GAMES and any other PACKED ACTION stuff *like Flirting* :)) peace, he's not that drama person type, and although other people see him as a joker, or just a random person laughing. I see him as a person, a youth leader, a friend trying to follow Christ's footsteps. He's one of the people who contributed in changing my life.

Kevin- AHHHHHH the quiet dude, and yet deadly. Madalas si Kevin tahimik pero pag bumanat bigatin. I really admire this dude, when he's committed on something, he'll be committed on that something. I NEVER heard him complained *except MY gay (ASAR) times* That's what good about him, he doesn't complain, he knows how to listen, he is happy with living a simple life, and knows when to break ice when needed. He unlocked the secret to happiness. Kevin showed me how life is...simply beautiful.


Josh- hahahaha si JOSHHHHH, this dude, I met him 2nd year, but didn't really got to know him until our 2009 Summer Vacation, when he was transferred to my Cluster. He was the one who introduced me in Greek Mythology And I assigned him and he accepted (DID NOT TRICK HIM) into becoming a YFC Communications Head of our Cluster. I assigned him to that service not because he's talented and/or creative, no I began to see beyond that, I began to see a deep person, a person struggling to live a life which is rooted in Christ. I see him beyond the artist everybody sees, I see him beyond the loud and hyper person people see...I see him as a contemplative, sensitive and deep person. That he has yet to unleash into the real world (he already unleashed this on the virtual world). And I learned a lot of life lessons because of him.

AJ- YESSSSSSSSSSSSS the dude I got to mingle and know in 4th Year. He really is the 200% most hyper person in the group, he is the complete opposite of Kevin in every way, except in his heart. He's a great person unable to say NO to people in need. He is a person that has a pure heart, that sees life as it is, and tend to enjoy it for what it offers. He knows his limitations and is unafraid of being happy and hyper. He knows when to smile and when to be serious. And he gives life to a conversation. AJ taught me how to be truly happy.

KC- KC KC KC KC :)) haiizz KC! Nasama ka pa sa Picture eh :P As you notice ayan puro emoticon parin, she's a great girl, Girl of the Year nga :)) She's veryyyy special for me ;) alam nia na un, and I got to know her more when we were asssigned as Partners in the YCTP and supposed to be Youth Camp. The long calls, the random chats and etc, got to know KC as a trustworthy person and.......:)) Masarap siya asarin, and she knows how to smile...Truly smile in face of troubles for the sake of others. She knows how to pick her friends...and she is truly magnificent in being a YFC Leader. Magkikita pa kami niyan sa Baguio :P Jejebuster siya khit Jejemon siya dhil sa mga xD nia and yes she'll deny this sasabihin nia ndi jejemon ang xD tpos maraming kakampi sa kanya, she's like this loved by many and defended by all! :)) She taught me how to be patient and how to truly PERSERVERE :> :))

The History? on my Point of View...

We avoid calling names to our group, we don't even define ourselves as a group...But rather as Brothers. Most of us learned to accept life as it is and let go at an early stage. Altough we don't know ALL about each other's personal life, we know we can run to one another in times of trouble. You may not see us always laughing or always fooling around, because we know HOW to balance EVERYTHING. How to balance laughter, sadness, deepness, contemplation, friendship and academics. We know our limitations, I believe all of us are mature enough to live good lives. I know that all-star kami and one thing unites us....and that is our common belief and faith in God...That when we talk to one another and have problems, we know that God is our Solution. Our friendship is built on FAITH, HOPE and LOVE

i'll miss these freaks!!! these freaks I call my own, my brothers in Christ, my friends...


hope to see you again soon

God Bless


~dabsq

PS
Super Secret Boyband *Nick Fury Iron: Man 2*

Thursday 13 May 2010

Happiness

gearing up :)

11 days till Pinas :) ill be missing Abu Dhabi for sure...and you guys :) God Bless!

~dabsq

happiness is not found in a person's heart...because happiness IS the person's Heart :)

sideline studies

downloading stuff, preparing my technical and software thingies for my sideline study :)

MAIN FOCUS: Communication Arts (a.k.a. UP BA Communications)
SUB FOCUS: Filming & Cinematography
SUB-SUB Focus: Prosthetics, Video Animation and Effects and Photo Manipulations


MAIN SUB FOCUS :))- Theology and Apologetics

just to give you an overview of what my interests are ;)

~dabsq

popcorn

the story
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it was a fun day, varying from electric shocks in our bodies, walking back in forth in the stores, trying out all the electronic gadgets in Plug-ins, waiting for charles and kevin to show up, buying popepyes and mitch wanting a biscuit, AJ overemphasizing on the gravy and being hyper in playing the games...it was amazing

we went to marina mall, originally planning to watch a movie at 12:30, then it was moved to 2, then 6 until we got to watch at 8:45. Why you ask? because we were waiting for the people who were *ehem* late...from the PLAN!!! :D

So I wen to josh's house about 11:00 PM, stayed there until 1:30 PM, we went to Marina Mall, met up with KC and AJ... me and josh talking about random stuff, AJ being the group hyper person, yeah its pretty much all about AJ being hyper and super active....stayed in Marina Mall until 4:45 PM, went to the beach and there met with Charles, Kevin, and Alain , had a swim, mitch splattered SLIMYYYY mud all over his body and face, and claims that after the beach his skin was softer, AJ swimming all around, me and mitch trying to pull AJ's shorts down, AJ ADMIRING THE BEAUTY of the girls, me making sand art. Like I planned to make a shark that ends up as a Tilapia, and an anaconda that ends up looking like a worm. We swam all around relaxing and making our past dreams a reality, of being carefree and just lying on the shore, experiencing happiness...

We stayed there and bid KC goodbye, after AJ's antics of borrowing the Towel, went to Marina Mall, bought tickets for Iron Man 2, and shared popcorns...

Iron Man 2 finished 11 PM, which was pretty late, but if we were given a choice we would still be hanging out with each other's home...there was no boisterous laughter, or senseless conversations all the time...nope there was just bonding and friendship. I went home, satisfied and happy...knowing I had these friends and I got the chance to know them.

the lesson
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Recently people especially in our batch are sad, about graduation, leaving, and everything...I am not here to criticize about them being sad, but that's the normal reaction...sadness because people are leaving and etc, and it kinda bothers me because...God gave us friends to be Happy that we met them and not to be sad when we leave them. Of course its normal to be sad for a week or two, but remember we would still see each other, what matters the most is that you learn to accept they are leaving, and you are being separated, in order to be happy. I also realized that happiness and sadness is not merely an emotion, but a state of being. Being happy at the same time missing your friends is allowable, but being sad and happy is irreconcileable. Happiness is the most when you realize that the people you met changed your life.

I also realized, there is no such thing as SUPERIOR group of friends, or COOL group of friends. You cannot treat your group of Friends as the lasting friendship as you don't know what would happen in the future. Stop making promises to be "FOREVER" if you don't know if there is even Ever....Its nice to dream, its ok to visualize, but do not restrict yourself into new friendships and open possibilities, do not compare your friends NOW and your friends BEFORE, because you'll never be happy. Learn to Let go!

Lastly, the greatest lesson I learned during the day...

"You'll never realize that those moments are Treasured Moments until they are over"

Many would not agree as they would claim that they know a moment is to be treasured if they are feeling it currently. No, I beg to disagree...you'll never be able to realize that THAT moment is to be treasured until it is over, because you'll begin missing it, you'll begin wanting it again, and you'll realize the lessons behind it. It is because we were sooo caught up with the moment that we forget that its probably gonna be the last...May 12, 2010 is the only May 12, 2010 in our whole of lifetime, nothing can ever bring that day, that moment forever.

That's why I always say...Good or Bad

TREASURE EVERY MOMENTS....with your friends, family, loved-one, siblings, GOD :)

friendship is not about hanging out together, laughing together, having the same interests and etc...no..


Friendship is about having genuine Love for one another

~dabsq

Wednesday 12 May 2010

a day with my FRIENDS

ahh, i enjoyed this day :) a lot...tnx for hanging out guys :)

gonna blog abt it tommorow!

GB
~dabsq

P.S.
super secret boyband

Tuesday 11 May 2010

Graduation Chronicles part 1 (The Son of Kronos)

Graduation was like weeks away, and here I am going back to Josh's place, back from shooting our El Filibusterismo (Reign of Greed) heck of a project. I got nothing to say about the MAKING of the project as Josh and Mitch's blog already took care of that for me. So yeah here we are walking in the streets of Khaladiya, with Josh playing with my Tripod as if it was a Gun/Machine Gun/Bazooka/Alien Destroyer since we really liked that idea of having to shoot zombies around. So yea we were crossing the streets and stuff, while talking about some comic Marvel stuff.

While crossing the streets, josh ran faster ahead of me playing gun and stuff, while I was walking...

WT@!$#@!!!! SOME BS DOINGS/CHORES IN THE HOUSE!!!!....I HATE THIS....

i'll just continue this story later, ciao for now


~dabsq

Monday 10 May 2010

a promise

as promised I would start writing in this blog again :) since graduation's finished :)

ill write as soon as I get back from school

~dabsq

a promise

as promised I would start writing in this blog again :) since graduation's finished :)

ill write as soon as I get back from school

~dabsq

Friday 7 May 2010

as i promise...no blogs until after graduation...the memories, and etc would be shared there...GB

~dabsq

Monday 3 May 2010

Temporary Leave

I just dont feel blogging lately :) just want to see and feel what happens...Talk when needed :) I dont need to shout out to the world about my feelings if I can have true friends, true brothers and sisters to share about my trials in life ;) sooo yeah :)) Magbloblog parin aq, but after this period of reflection GB@
~dabsq

Wednesday 28 April 2010

realizing God's Fullness

Today is the day of the MEC...now mind you that I am very excited...However I am currently here in schoool, typing in a laptop...I still have 2 exams to go with Josh, but I am very much excited for our News Crew Skit that we're gonna do later...Josh is the one who thought of this idea! "Good job bro!" and yes...this would be my last MEC....Hope to make it worth it!

cge na, I still have to UNstudy!

God Bless

~dabsq

Tuesday 27 April 2010

A BIG!!!

AND HARD!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MITCH FORTICH a.k.a. DIREK!!!
more birthdays to come i Hope!!!
God bless

~dabsq

Saturday 24 April 2010

....

wala na akong masabi....pagod na ako masyado

~dabsq

Thursday 22 April 2010

24/7

I've been working on this Filipino Project for the last 3 weeks and my earliest time to sleep 2:30 AM

Is it all worth it?

yeap, I know it is :D
~dabsq

ps1...with mitch and josh right now
ps2...that depends...you choose your own ending :D

Tuesday 20 April 2010

i wanted...

i wanted to post something today...but i am just caught off with all these deadlines and projects...

ill post something on our overnight session this thurs...see u till den!

~dabsq

Monday 19 April 2010

failure

excerpt from www.bosanchez.ph
 
Success Doesn’t Teach You Much;
Only Failure Teaches You
Your Most Powerful Lessons Of Victory
       This is the irony of life.
       Success doesn’t teach you much.
       It’s only Failure that teaches you your most important Lessons of Victory.
       When you’re successful, you don’t know why you’re successful. You just assume that perhaps it’s this or that thing.
       When you’re successful, you’re complacent.
       When you’re successful, you’re not teachable.
       When you’re successful, you’re proud.
       When you’re successful, you’re hard-headed.
       But when you fail, you fall on your face.
You hit the ground. 
Bang!
       You’re stunned. 
       You’ve dazed.
       You’ve got blood on your lips.
       You’ve got massive pain on your knee.
Suddenly, you’re attentive.
       Suddenly, you’re quiet.
       Suddenly, you ask hard questions. 
“Why did I fail?”
“What can I do so I won’t fail again?”
As you answer these questions, you learn lessons of victory.
And when you apply those lessons of victory, that’s when you succeed.

~dabsq

BS...

this is pure.... BS, i just dont care anymore...but the painful feeling of being...left out it there...

sad...

~dabsq

Sunday 18 April 2010

respect

Never allow anyone to disrespect you. You get what you tolerate; teach others to respect you by being respectful to them too, Your actions speak so loudly, people around you won't hear what you're saying.
~GOD

~dabsq

A SHOUT OUT MESSAGE

To TITA IRENE CORPUZ! Mother of my co-blogger and friend Josh Corpuz! HAPPY BIRTHDAY po tita! May God continue to bless you and ur family

God Bless

~dabsq

ps1...kaya mo yan josh, just 5 more days
ps2...life is a game...when we choose to quit...we give up...when we give up, we fail...and when we fail...we lose :)

Friday 16 April 2010

back home

am back home...tired from editing videos all day and night long...gonna blog about it tommorow!

God Bless
~dabsq

ps1...A shout out THANKYOU to Josh Corpuz for letting me stay at their house! 

Wednesday 14 April 2010

hmmm? :))


~dabsq

change

things will change...you may like them, you may despise them...but they will change, whether you like it or not...change is inevitable, because through change we come one step closer to perfection, one step closer to holiness, until we are to be like God...who will, has, and never changes, because change is a step, that you'll have to cross to be closer to God...and by that time...we don't need change anymore...

because everything would be perfect in its place :)

~dabsq

Tuesday 13 April 2010

rest

If you're sleepy then sleep, if you're hurt then recover, if you're stuck then move on, if you're burdened then let go, if you are tired then rest...Even God himself rested at the 7th day :)
~dabsq

moments

Moments  are more memorable and cherish-able if laughter, happiness, friendship, and love are found in them :)
~dabsq

an simply amazing day ^^

well what else could I say...simple days are amazing days :)

today I got to wake up in the morning, not feeling sucky, tired and bad...I just woke up feeling sleepy, but I got the feeling of peace inside me, the feeling of being relaxed for that single moment, and dare I treasured it throughout the day. When I got to school, for once the door was not locked, and I was able to go inside intending to sleep, but since I got to school 15 minutes late of my usual timing, Mitch and Josh were already there so I sat down with them and laptopped :>

That day, we almost didn't have any lessons, it was a day of rest and break...however, some of our teachers still taught lessons, well of course I was feeling sleepy and all, but I tried my best to fight it off. After the lessons of those teachers, we just came back with our laptop works. You could just see the classroom, full of people using laptops, we had 6 laptops in the room being used, in the second period after lunch. I went down to check with KC the money of the SSC, and we talked about random stuff, and she hurt really really really bad. But we got to finish the checking of budget. We hid the money on its "SECRET" location then I said goodbye and etc. As the third period begins everyone just scrambles up to Justine's MACBOOK and watched SAW V. I guess they didn't like it...heck I myself DESPISEEE SAW V!!! Although I am a fan of the SAW series.

After the laptops, at last period we got to answer our Algebraic Activities which I was surprised that I GET IT! Even though I don't listen and my mind just wanders off from time to time, thank God for this privilege. After in which we started to clean up the place and I went down worrying about how to go to Sophia's place, since I didn't know where it was. Since everyone was supposed to be in Dar Al-Shifa as soon as possible, and I was required to stay at school until 4:00 PM to finish up my constitutional review with Sir Chad. When  went to the Science Laboratory, 10 minutes later, Josh, Charles and Mitch appeared. After 20 minutes charles said goodbye, and I asked mitch when they'll go, they said 4:20, and I requested them to wait for me. Thank you, because they waited for me.

After walking the shortcuts, hearing Mitch complaining to Josh about walking and the fueneral girls that were following us, we got to Dar Al-Shifa in where we were criticized by the people...90% of the crew who were already there for being late...although this was our first time. After discussing and waiting for one of the crew members, we just left and started walking to sophia's place...IT WAS LIKE A MAZE! I felt that I left Abu DHabi for a second...We walked for 20 minutes, then stayed at sophia idly for 15 minutes. When we started shooting, with missing casts, we decided to make much of what's left. Josh became Padre Camorra, and I am Tandang Pablo "I think" We started shooting in this open areas, roads and etc. Then as darkness approaches,we were able to shoot the necessary scenes outside and shot the remaining scenes inside. After going around the Villa and etc. After trying different angles, getting tripped over, ridiculous cuts, and etc. We've done it! After running up and down the stairs, after having awkward moments of Julie's almost rape scenes, after eating all of the food in Sophia's house and Sophia dressing like a chinese woman just to look like a sacristian, we  DID IT! And decided to go home to continue shooting timings for tommorow.

While walking home we were able to have fun, scaring each other while walking. Looking at stuffs, at the eyes looking back at us, running back and forth and screaming. After 15-20 minutes of doing this horseplay we were able to get our taxis together with mitch and Kevin I rode a taxi home...

This is one of those days, those days that we could cherish and treasure, moments that would make us laugh and cry. Moments that would surely make us smile whenever we think about them. Moments  are more memorable and cherish-able if laughter, happiness, friendship, and love are found in them :)

~dabsq

ps1...UII BRIDGE! :P La lng :D
ps2...its cold inside here my parents room, and the fan is blowing right at me...
ps3...break from cutting and trimming for now...ssc stuff and resolutions na muna ;)

Monday 12 April 2010

appreciated

Go to where you're appreciated, not to where you're tolerated.  Go to where you're appreciated, not to where you're not valued. I have given you gifts.  Give them to those who appreciate them.  Don't throw your pearls to the swine.
-GOD 


~dabsq

Sunday 11 April 2010

love

choosing to love is not always the hardest...what is hard is Loving not to Choose
~dabsq

Congratz!

Congratz to my co-blogger

JOSH CORPUZ :P


1000 Views man! Sikat ka :P

here's a link to his blog!
http://joshcorpuz85.livejournal.com

~dabsq

ps...On the other hand I get only like 10 views a day...for these 10 people :)) thank YOU :P

Saturday 10 April 2010

my achievement

I've done something that i never could have thought that I could do...

it feels good :))

~dabsq

ps1...its up to you to guess what it is ;)

humility

I claim to be a simple individual liable to err like any other fellow mortal. I own, however, that I have humility enough to confess my errors and to retrace my steps.
-Mahatma Ghandi
~dabsq

Friday 9 April 2010

the choice: introduction

i am here right now...writing a blog at 3:49 AM, with no one to chat with, the computer in front of me...telling me to write something. My siblings sleeping, me listening to music...

Mind I tell you that I've chosen rather not to sleep, even though I have a big day ahead of me. I plan to start this day right...by jogging in the streets of abu dhabi at 5:30 AM. Because its a choice that I've made. The choice that I have to sacrifice something to gain something better.

Since I've got lots of spare time and I am feeling a hell of awake, I have chosen to write this blog. This won't be the normal blog of randomness and fun. The blog about updates that happened in my life. This is not just about being optimistic and always looking on the lighter side of things, looking into reality. In this blog sharing, there would be many parts, many roads, many choices. You'll see who I am for what I really am, you'll see the choices that have affected my life, and made me who I am today. This series of stories is not the normal series full of laughter, you'll see a warrior bleed, get hurt, die....

This is about choice, as I start this journey, of choices, few readers as I have...may you be enlightened and see how God transformed me...how he changed me...and how my wrong choices that almost destroyed me...

This is my story....

Our Story :)
THE CHOICE: INTRODUCTION

We've always been given choices. Life is full of choices, choices ranging from clothes, to shoes, to fast foods, friends, families and the people you are going to love. Choices that sometimes we disregard as a minor influence in our lives. Choices that we've regretted only after being broken down into pieces by the same choices that we've done.

Wrong choices
I impress a girl...and EPIC FAIL
I was around 7 or 6 during that time... It was a happy day I remembered. Our neighborhood girl across the street comes to play with us during this noon, because it was school vacation. My brother comes to play with us and does some random stuff. Then when he saw a hollow block, right around the corner he picks it up and lifts it up with his hands. The girl was impressed *no we don't have crushes on her, we just like to impress our friend* Since I don't wanna be taken out of the show I lifted the hollow block and tried to lift another one, that was 2 hollow blocks...being 7 and stupid at that time, I lost my balance and a hollow block fell from my hand striking the head my observing brother below me. There was blood, and my parents rushed out and attended to him..I just stood there, then flexed my muscles at the girl.

The basic instinct of human nature is to do choose something that would benefit himself/herself. Rarely this days that people choose to sacrifice their choice for the sake of others. Right then and there, they have already decided to choose for themselves...choose who they are, choose who they want to become...Have you ever tried smelling candles flavored in strawberry. They smell good enough to eat, but that is just a deception because once you eat them, the taste disappears, rather you taste a dull, disgusting wax mixed in strawberry essence and red coloring. Wrong choices are like these candles they seem to be inviting and good at first, but once you've got to accomplish them, things becomes worst. And we mostly choose wrong things because this is what satisfies us. This is easier, this is what WE think is Right...Always about me, me, me. From that point, you've already made the decision. Your choice is yourself alone.

Wrong Choice
I melt, I scream...I die....
I was in front of an assembly of people. Doing my best talking to them. I was around 13 or 14 that time. And it feels good to be always accepted by everyone. Viewed by everyone as good and holy. It feels good being complimented and getting a shake on the hand for a nice talk delivered. I had to do my best so that people would like me. I had to speak my best so that they'll listen to me...I had to be good to them so that they would accept me. This is what runs in my mind during those days of talking in front of assemblies of people. Everyone had to be a fan, everyone had to like me, everyone must think I am holy and never failing in serving God...everyone have to accept me, or else inside, I feel myself melting...screaming....dying.... I was addicted for the approval of others, that one particular assembly changed all that. The tables turned on that assembly, that this time, everyone was not a fan, everyone is angry at me, everyone is questioning me, everyone is pointing fingers at me...I was called for this meeting to be ridiculed and be hurt, by the very people I've trained to be in this assembly. I felt dying inside. One bad word about me makes me wanna jump of a building, but a group of people rallying against me just ruins my life...That was what ran within my mind...so I made a terrible choice...

I didn't become angry, and did what they wanted me to do...

Having your choice for yourself is not that all bad, but wanting your whole choice for the benefit of your own is just sheer selfishness. I was an approval addict before, now I am still fighting this addiction. For me, my choice is not mine, but for the other around me. I let their words manipulate me, change me, and replace who I am inside.  Thus giving them a chance to choose for me. Wanting the approval and acceptance of others is not bad, but when you want this to be accomplished 100% then that is called an addiction. Wanting everyone's love and attention thus giving up your own choice for their benefits alone is pure stupidity. It's the lack of self love that pushes a person to their limits. The lack of self trust and esteem to carry on a challenge...the lack of choosing for oneself...Situations come in where people let other choose for them, this is not bad, but this is a sign of weakness. A sign of submission to the world, and to its influence around you. A sign of giving up your choice for the sake of approval and acceptance by the very people who won't love you.

A sign of stupidity....

Right Choice
I gave up Love
She was beautiful, stunning and  everyone likes her. I even got a small crush on her. I didn't know her that much, until we spent time serving in a Summer Camp together. Coming in together every day. Laughing during breaks, telling her jokes, and teasing her with love songs. It was a simple friend-crush relationship. I've never had a girlfriend before. Ever since I was born 14 years ago, I didn't even think of courting girls. But this one, well shes like those others who I would just be able to love from afar, then our feelings would just fade out...

I was dead wrong

3 days later I have committed myself to stay single for the next 7 years, we got a chance to talk...A chance to chat...The chat that probably made me choose one of the hardest decisions I have to make. She told me that she likes me...to hell...she LOVES me...It was a surprise for me, a huge surprise. I insignificant, below-average, religious, non athletic guy like me? She who is popular, stunningly beautiful, has dated athletic and good looking guys in the past falls in love with a guy like me. I asked her why...she told me because I have proven to her that I cared for her. After being happy for 5 minutes I remembered a commitment that i have just made...a commitment to my God that was easily unbreakable, since it was just 3 days. But I don't know what drove me to fight but I didn't break that commitment. Weeks passed, we became sweeter on text and calls on the fone and chats on the messenger. We are even paired up and have kilig moments together. But I keep reminding her...Don't wait for me, there are a lot of guys out there who are more deserving than me. But she insists that she'll wait 7 years...Sadly i was wise enough to know that she can't do this...

So I made a hard choice....It was hard but it was the right one. I've chosen to let her go. To let this MU relationship die. So I stopped talking to her, chatting and etc. It was hard for me, to fall in love with a girl that fell in love with me and I can't even call her as my girl friend...Because of one word..."commitment" 

Months passed, the relationship died, she was now seeing somebody else, I became angry for this, I know it was dumb since it was my own decision. But I blamed her for hurting me, while I was the one to blame for hurting myself...by choosing to delay choosing the right decision. I could've cut her off when we were chatting, but I've risked it. Now she's lost, I am lost...I am hurt and broken...

No choice but to move on...7 years is a long road ahead...

The right choices are often the hardest ones. People always claim that there are easier solutions in life, it is true. But that only applies in techniques, equations, skills and in things. That doesn't apply in personal decisions...Choices that you have to correct because you've chosen a wrong path before. Sometimes people torture themselves by making things complicated by putting in the equation their own preferences, rather than focusing on what is right. Focusing on what's going to benefit both parties and won't sacrifice morality. Choices when lifted up to God, are better choices because through this ways, you would be given a choice to follow his path for you...to follow a better road for you. Although he is not promising that the road would be easy...the goal would be worth it. Choices are not meant to be kept to yourself, or given 100% to others...

Choices are meant to be lifted up to God, then decided upon yourself for the greater good of the people around you and for you. Love yourself, love others, and Love your God above all.

This is the choice...and here is where you choose....

this is the reality...face it now

~dabsq

ps1...I've finished this blog 4:40 AM...one hour till I go down.
ps2...listening to second hand serenade right now....your call...they are emo people
ps3...assignments tommorow: go to IFSAM, go to JOSH, start COMMERCIAL, talk to KC, Charles and Kat.
ps4...thanks to all my imaginary readers :) your efforts are appreciated...