school

i am in school now, and YES! I FINISHED THE VIDEO :P

new layout

yeahh!!! so i modified my blog a little bit, just to give it a festive theme! stay happy and blessed! GB

close

close to a hundredd views...whoop-piee-doo

sickness

this sickness is devouring me, within me, around me, above me, below me crunching every part of my soul, until all that remains is oblivion...

People say crazy things when they're sick, they see themselves as helpless, or most of the times think that they're not even sick.

okk I feel sick, I am not going to continue this entry right now...have to rest ;)

GBU

kDabs

decided

its been decided...I have failed :)

but the fight would go on, not just in the way we planned it...

God help our leaders :)

God Bless

kDabs

pissed...

yea I AM PISSED right now...the nerve....

anyways i'll not be like a staggering fool now and then

bahala na si God

kDabs

a quote

"It seems that I worth nothing to her, so I guess that means that she amounts and worth nothing to me."

This words, this quote that I have studied and have claimed to my own, as it represents my current situation.  It may sound harsh but it's the truth. Finding it all out, connecting all the dots, and trying to remember the memories that we never had the chance to treasure, makes me to wish that I haven't met you ever in my life. It makes me wish to just to forget who you really are, but we can;t really do that right? The only way I could forget you is through amnesia, and well death (mine). It makes me wanna scream why I took the risk of knowing you, why I took the risk of trusting you, and the risk of putting unto you all my hopes and dreams. I know it's stupid, but as they say you're 99.9% perfect! Everyone loves you, no one stays mad at you, and your emotions and mood are infectious. When you're happy, people tend to laugh and experience joy, when you're sad or emotionless, people begin to notice something is wrong. Oh sure you're perfect alright, but that is the very reason I regret meeting you, its just because your so perfect, so unique and so different. And yet, I have accepted that fact that I am worth nothing before you. I never really changed anything, I just replaced those awkward moments, with awkward smiles.

Oh please, don't blame yourself, as we all know it is not you to blame, but me. It's me for letting my guard down, it's me for well hoping too much, and it's me for not learning from my past lessons and mistakes...

So what am I to do now? Well I would try to forget everything as if it was a fading memory, I would not try anymore well to build a good relationship that wasn't there in the first place. I am worth nothing when I am in front of you, and sorry but I  just can't go on and see myself looking stupid for that. 

You were just a distraction, a petty distraction that was made to divert me from seeing reality, and finishing my goals, you were just someone who was put in the way to confuse, my goals, my dreams, myself. You were put in the way to confuse who I AM. And for that I have decided to let you go, you deserve people better than me. People who could really make you laugh, when you need laughter. People who you can trust, people who you would like or appreciate, and people who would really care for you. I don't know, but for me I tried to be all of those people, for you, even though it wasn't who I am. I tried changing, not compromising my Christianity and morality, but I changed my personality, the way I talk, I dress and everything for you. But I just see that is too late, after all this time, what I have been doing is nothing, I was worth nothing to you when we first met each other, and I would be worth nothing to you when we say our long goodbyes...

And so this is me, saying goodbye, and thank you...Thank you for being there, teaching me again a lesson to think, pray and not expect too much. Thank you for giving me a challenge that I failed, thank you for giving me a painful and scarring yet, beautiful and memorable moments that I hope I could treasure forever...

But to tell you honestly, whenever I look at you now, I try to think of you as...

worthless...even though it is not what my heart tells me, I try to follow my mind this time...

I am a yfc, people see me in activities, talking about true Love and etc. People look at me to ask me stuff about this things, and yet after giving them an advice they tend to do the opposite, they would say that it is too hard to follow. Well brothers and sisters, It is not you guys alone who are struggling, not you alone who had to make hard decisions such as this, and not you alone who has a life. Remember, life is not just about making harsh decisions, its about taking time to make the right one.

Good bye

and Thank You

....for everything :)

dabsq

blogger


ps....don't judge or guess too quickly on who this girl is, people make that  mistake too often, that they just end up either hurting themselves, or plainly looking stupid
ps2...and no I am not on emo mowd, I just found a blog worthy to be written and shared to the world

gave a smile to my lips

okkk soo people DOO APPRECIATE ME =))

http://en.tackfilm.se/?id=1269193452857RA37

ty for everyone! who watched :P

CREDITS TO KUYA MACK CORTEL-YFC QATAR
Here is his Video :D

http://en.tackfilm.se/?id=1271522419718RA94



God bless


kDabs
yfc
servant

a boring day

yea i didn't go to school, went to mass, ate sour punk and would sleep after 3-4 hours




yes its a boring day...


GB :)

kDabs
blogger



ps...even she herself didn't made me smile today...and its sad and painful
ps2...well its not that all boring, Titan's Curse ROCKS!!!

yctp part 1

YCTP was awesome...God really blessed us today, and united YFC Abu Dhabi!

ill tell you guys more about it tommorow


God Bless


kDabs
yfc cluster b
servant


ps1 I lost my voiceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee:))

tagline xD

"Nasisiyahan ako sa bawat oras na kausap mo ako, pero nasasaktan ako sa bawat segundong may kasama kang iba"

ohaaa :P :))

You are my greatest strength, and yet my only weakness ;)

~randommnnesss

kDabs
blogger


ps...This blog is dedicated to Girl of the Year =))
ps2...no malisiyass ahh :> for others ;)

register NOW!!!

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SEE YOU IN ABU DHABI, UAE!!!

29.04.2010

HIS LIMITLESS WOULD BE FELT

260 Dhs; April 29-30, 2010

CFC YFC 7th MEC

LIMITLESS

kDabs Quiambao

YFC Cluster B

Abu Dhabi, UAE

a choice

before I sleep my dear imaginary readers, I leave you a message, a story rather :) here we can realize that Love is not just any other emotion or feeling...it is the ultimate choice, made by humanity and man's creator...GOD :)

The Choice...

He placed one scoop of clay upon another until a form lay lifeless on the ground.

All of the Garden’s inhabitants paused to witness the event. Hawks hovered. Giraffes stretched. Trees bowed. Butterflies paused on petals and watched.

“You will love me, nature,” God said. “I made you that way. You will obey me, universe. For you were designed to do so. You will reflect my glory, skies, for that is how you were created. But this one will be like me. This one will be able to choose.”

All were silent as the Creator reached into himself and removed something yet unseen. A seed. “It’s called ‘choice.’ The seed of choice.”

Creation stood in silence and gazed upon the lifeless form.

An angel spoke, “But what if he … ”

“What if he chooses not to love?” the Creator finished. “Come, I will show you.”

Unbound by today, God and the angel walked into the realm of tomorrow.

“There, see the fruit of the seed of choice, both the sweet and the bitter.”

The angel gasped at what he saw. Spontaneous love. Voluntary devotion. Chosen tenderness. Never had he seen anything like these. He felt the love of the Adams. He heard the joy of Eve and her daughters. He saw the food and the burdens shared. He absorbed the kindness and marveled at the warmth.

“Heaven has never seen such beauty, my Lord. Truly, this is your greatest creation.”

“Ah, but you’ve only seen the sweet. Now witness the bitter.”

A stench enveloped the pair. The angel turned in horror and proclaimed, “What is it?”

The Creator spoke only one word: “Selfishness.”

The angel stood speechless as they passed through centuries of repugnance. Never had he seen such filth. Rotten hearts. Ruptured promises. Forgotten loyalties. Children of the creation wandering blindly in lonely labyrinths.

“This is the result of choice?” the angel asked.
“Yes.”
“They will forget you?”
“Yes.”
“They will reject you?”
“Yes.”
“They will never come back?”
“Some will. Most won’t.”
“What will it take to make them listen?”

The Creator walked on in time, further and further into the future, until he stood by a tree. A tree that would be fashioned into a cradle. Even then he could smell the hay that would surround him.

With another step into the future, he paused before another tree. It stood alone, a stubborn ruler of a bald hill. The trunk was thick, and the wood was strong. Soon it would be cut. Soon it would be trimmed. Soon it would be mounted on the stony brow of another hill. And soon he would be hung on it.

He felt the wood rub against a back he did not yet wear.

“Will you go down there?” the angel asked.

“I will.”

“Is there no other way?”

“There is not.”

“Wouldn’t it be easier to not plant the seed? Wouldn’t it be easier to not give the choice?”

“It would,” the Creator spoke slowly. “But to remove the choice is to remove the love.”

He looked around the hill and foresaw a scene. Three figures hung on three crosses. Arms spread. Heads fallen forward. They moaned with the wind.

Men clad in soldiers’ garb sat on the ground near the trio. They played games in the dirt and laughed.

Men clad in religion stood off to one side. They smiled. Arrogant, cocky. They had protected God, they thought, by killing this false one.

Women clad in sorrow huddled at the foot of the hill. Speechless. Faces tear streaked. Eyes downward. One put her arm around another and tried to lead her away. She wouldn’t leave. “I will stay,” she said softly. “I will stay.”

All heaven stood to fight. All nature rose to rescue. All eternity poised to protect. But the Creator gave no command.

“It must be done … ,” he said, and withdrew.

But as he stepped back in time, he heard the cry that he would someday scream: “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?” (Mark 15:34) He wrenched at tomorrow’s agony.

The angel spoke again. “It would be less painful … ”

The Creator interrupted softly. “But it wouldn’t be love.”

They stepped into the Garden again. The Maker looked earnestly at the clay creation. A monsoon of love swelled up within him. He had died for the creation before he had made him. God’s form bent over the sculptured face and breathed. Dust stirred on the lips of the new one. The chest rose, cracking the red mud. The cheeks fleshened. A finger moved. And an eye opened.

But more incredible than the moving of the flesh was the stirring of the spirit. Those who could see the unseen gasped.

Perhaps it was the wind who said it first. Perhaps what the star saw that moment is what has made it blink ever since. Maybe it was left to an angel to whisper it:

“It looks like … it appears so much like … it is him!”

The angel wasn’t speaking of the face, the features, or the body. He was looking inside—at the soul.

“It’s eternal!” gasped another.

Within the man, God had placed a divine seed. A seed of his self. The God of might had created earth’s mightiest. The Creator had created, not a creature, but another creator. And the One who had chosen to love had created one who could love in return.

Now it’s our choice.

EXPERIENCE OUR LIMITLESS GOD!
YFC LIMITLESS
APRIL 29-30, 2010
Abu Dhabi, United Arab Emirates

YOU HAVE A CHOICE.. its up to YOU!
Credits to Kuya Ace Lu! FTPW YFC Middle East!



kDabs Quiambao
YFC Abu Dhabi, UAE
servant



gudnyt :)

its late

its 12::42 AM, and I still feel kinda weak, spiritually, emotionally, physically and spiritually...why?

cause I need the LOVE of that someone...I just can't seem to get it right of who she is :)

Hope she'll realize this soon, hope I could see her and find her soon :)

my gosh, gulo ng utak q ngaun


kDabs
yfc servant

worthless

i wish I could just sleep for 24 hours, and wake up not worrying about anything....or anybody

i wish I could just stand up, jog outside the house, into the cold dark streets of abu dhabi, without thinking about the things that are waiting for me back home...back to my life

i wish I could just feel useful for once in a while...

I felt worthless today...is it because I truly am?


kDabs
blogger


ps...ugh, i feel worthless

on a roll

I am on the roll here, much stuff to blog about, but probably too boring for you guys to read it anyways...
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March 17, 2010; 6:44 PM

hahahaha a funny chain letter

Hello, my name is Basmati Kasaar. I am suffering from rare
   and deadly diseases, poor scores on final exams, extreme
   virginity, fear of being kidnapped and executed by anal
   electrocution, and guilt for not forwarding out 50 billion
   chain letters sent to me by people who actually believe that
   if you send them on, that poor 6 year old girl in Arkansas
   with a breast on her forehead will be able to raise enough
   money to have it removed before her redneck parents sell her
   off to the travelling freak show. Do you honestly believe
   that Bill Gates is going to give you and everyone you send
   this email to $1000? How stupid are you? Ooooh, looky here!
   If I scroll down this page and make a wish, every Playboy
   Bunny in the magazine'll visit me! What a bunch of B.S.!
   So, basically, this message is a big ***** to all the people
   out there who have nothing better to do than to send me
   stupid chain mail forwards. Maybe the evil chain letter
   leprechauns will come into my apartment and terrorize me in
   my sleep for not continuing the chain which was started by
   Jesus in 5 A.D. and was brought to this country by midget
   pilgrims on the Mayflower and if it makes it to the year
   2000, it'll be in the Guinness Book of World Records for
   longest continuous streak of blatant stupidity.  If you're
   going to forward something, at least send me something
   mildly amusing.
   I've seen all the "send this to 50 of your closest friends,
   and this poor, wretched excuse for a human being will somehow
   receive a Nickel from some "omniscient being" forwards about
   90 times. I don't give a damn! Show a little intelligence and
   think about what you're actually contributing to by sending
   out forwards. Chances are it's your own unpopularity.
 
   THE FOUR BASIC TYPES OF CHAIN LETTERS:
   Chain Letter Type 1:
   (scroll down)
   Make a wish!!!
   Keep Scrolling
 
   No, really, go on and make one!!!
   Oh please, they'll never go out with you!!!
   Wish something else!!!
   Not that, you pervert!!
   STOP!!!!
   Wasn't that fun? :)
   Hope you made a great wish :)
   Now, to make you feel guilty, here's what I'll do. First of
   all, if you don't send this to 5096 people in the next 5
   seconds, you will be assaulted by a mad goat and thrown off
   a high building into a pile of manure. It's true! Because,
   THIS letter isn't like those fake ones, THIS one is TRUE!!
   Really!!! Here's how it goes:
   *Send this to 1 person: One person will be pissed off at you
   for sending them a stupid chain letter.
   *Send this to 2-5 people: 2-5 people will be pissed off at you for
   sending them a stupid chain letter.
   *Send this to 5-10 people: 5-10 people will be pissed off at
   you for sending them a stupid chain letter, and may form a
   plot on your life.
   *Send this to 10-20 people: 10-20 people will be pissed off at you
   for sending them a stupid chain letter and will napalm your house.
   Thanks!!!! Good Luck!!!
   Chain Letter Type 2
   Hello, and thank you for reading this letter. You see, there
   is a starving little boy in Baklaliviatatlaglooshen who has no
   arms, no legs, no parents, and no goats. This little boy's life
   could be saved, because for every time you pass this on, a dollar
   will be donated to the Little Starving Legless Armless Goatless Boy
   from Baklaliviatatlaglooshen Fund. Oh, and remember, we have
   absolutely no way of counting the emails sent and this is all a
   complete load of B.S. So go on, reach out. Send this to 5 people in
   the next 47 seconds. Oh, and a reminder - if you accidentally send
   this to 4 or 6 people, you will die instantly. Thanks again!!
   Chain Letter Type 3
   Hi there!! This chain letter has been in existence since 1897. This
   is absolutely incredible because there was no email then and
   probably not as many sad jerks with nothing better to do. So this
   is how it works... Pass this on to 15,067 people in the next 7
   minutes or something horrible will happen to you like:
   *Bizarre Horror Story #1
   Miranda Pinsley was walking home from school on Saturday. She
   had recently received this letter and ignored it. She then
   tripped in a crack in the sidewalk, fell into the sewer, was
   gushed down a drainpipe in a flood of poopie, and went flying
   out over a waterfall. Not only did she smell nasty, she died.
   This Could Happen To You!!!
   *Bizarre Horror Story #2
   Dexter Bip, a 13 year old boy, got a chain letter in his mail
   and ignored it. Later that day, he was hit by a car and so was his
   boyfriend (hey, some people swing that way). They both died and
   went to hell and were cursed to eat adorable kittens every day for
   eternity.
   This Could Happen To You Too!!!
   Remember, you could end up just like Pinsley and Bip. Just
   send this letter to all of your loser friends, and everything
   will be okay.
   Chain Letter Type 4
   As if you care, here is a poem that I wrote. Send it to all
   your friends.
   FRIENDS:
   A friend is someone who is always at your side.
   A friend is someone who likes you even though you stink of
     poop, and your breath smells like you've been eating
     catfood.
   A friend is someone who likes you even though you're as ugly
     as a hat full of road apples.
   A friend is someone who cleans up for you after you've soiled
     yourself.
   A friend is someone who stays with you all night while you cry
     about your sad, sad life.
   A friend is someone who pretends they like you when they
     really think you should be mugged by mad goats, then thrown
     to vicious dogs.
   A friend is someone who scrubs your toilet, vacuums and then
     gets the check and leaves and doesn't speak much  English... no,
     sorry that's the cleaning lady.
   A friend is not someone who sends you chain letters because he
     wants his wish of being rich to come true.
   Now pass this on! If you don't, you'll never have sex ever
     again!
   The point being?
   If you get some chain letter that's threatening to leave you
   shagless or luckless for the rest of your life, delete it. If
   it's funny, send it on. Don't piss people off by making them
   feel guilty about a leper in Botswana with no teeth, who's
   been tied to a dead elephant for 27 years, whose only saviour
   is the 5 cents per letter he'll receive if you forward this
   mail, otherwise you'll end up like Miranda. Right?
   Now forward this to everyone that you know otherwise you'll
   find all your knickers missing tomorrow morning.



this is taken from my former blog
www.solidyfc.multiply.com 

3 views...and going down

yeah, my blog has been alive since ever, i've only gotten 3 views, and it just goes to prove one thing...

i suck at blogging
i am a boring person
and yeah probably no interesting happens in my life
well no one cares what i think about

and yeah that's pretty much it!

not being pessimistic, but rather realistic...have to accept the truth, face the fact that i suck at writing stuff that would interest people. have to accept that no one bothers to read this blogs, i have to stop dreaming on becoming a blogger with many readers.

yeah i am emo

sue me...:)

kDabs
blogger

hard to trust

yeap its really hard to trust others...:)

especially if they don't trust you enough :D

next time just be careful on who you trust, they might be the one that would cause your downfall. Trust those who proved to be worthy of your trust, not those low life, sucking, fake, plastic, disfigured, people...:)

but still...learn to love and forgive ;)


kDabs
yfc auh
servant

i've done it!!!

at last after 3 weeks of painstaking procastination and research i've finished my academic report!

now, Physics Crossword and ECO Business proposal.,,,My gosh its so tiring to procastinate

this is what happens when you procastinate, so yeah we have to stop eating cheetos its bad for red bulll

gb!

dabsq

ps1 YOUTH CAMP ON APRIL 9-10! Advertsiing lng
ps2 someone said Ivan is hot? Do you agree?

the attack of the smileys

yeah smiley's attacked! GBU

kDans


ps....there's a lesson here...


somewhereeee?

solitary!!!

solitary 2.0, yeah a "new" series "on uae's point of view at least" on MBC Action, i guess Ill be watching this! :P :))

it seems nice it my tase...



torture....yum :D

kDabs

ps...Its late and i am still awake, gonna sleep now! gudnyt ;)

addiction

yeah, playing games is an addiction...sue me :)

at least i relaxed, for a while I listened to my sub-consious

heck he even helps me answer the exams...

DemonFlyff, u make impossible things possible oh my :))

-dabs

it's spreading :)

yeah the practice is spreading...i thought i was the only one who is trying to make the road to graduation memorable...pG for the people taking part in the event...

OpGrad :)

now, I stop my daily bondpaper campaigns and reduce it to twice or once a week :P

GBU

kDabs

loved...

i feel loved today...:)

and that love is amazing, since its like sleeping and swimming in mushy marshmallows with ponies and unicorns...


ok...not necessarily that gay...but i do feel loved...Loved by Jesus :)

Why? Because of him i have this wonderful friends, friends on whom he has given me. Friends who never left me behind, classmates that i shared my memories with!

Yeah, we'll be leaving all right, but our memories, our voices, and our legacy would remain in the halls of PNS, and in the hearts of the people we have learned to Love...

i feel loved today:)

and that is what matters :D

kDabs

Worthwhile...

Time is running out, well for us at least. Time who we took for granted, time who always bring change, time who we didn't notice to the point of losing the very things we've loved.

Graduation is in 61 days, but when we talk about graduation, we don't really talk about just graduating from high school. When we talk about graduation its about leaving a big chunk of our life to move on the unseen path before us. When you are assembled outside the graduation hall, you gather and remember all the memories you've spend with this people around you. You gather with them, celebrated with them, cried with them and was there with them. Now, every single person is called you see before taking a seat. When your name is called and you walk down the aisle, you remember the points in your life that you walked past to. You remember when you walk with your friends, you remember when you take walking with them for granted, you remember the people around you, looking to you as if you're a weird creature. When you sit down, and the program starts, you see your whole High School Life before you, not juts your high school life, but your friends there with you. Oh sure there are speakers, there are program presentations, but you don't care about them, some can't even notice them. It's just because you see your life as a program. There were times that peopled told you what to do, there were times that you expressed yourself freely, there were times of "TECHNICAL" problems, there were times that you laughed together with the people you love...

As the program comes to a close, you are called to the stage, to take a piece of paper, a piece of paper that determines who you are and where you came from. This piece of paper, I consider it worthless

worthless because its just paper, worthless compared to what you are going to leave behind, worthless compared to what lies in the future...This paper is not the proof that you survived and learned in High school. No, this paper is just a symbol...

The real proof is your friends, the real evidence are the memories, and the price is leaving them...To move on, is to leave some behind. We can't keep holding on to the same dreams, dreams are meant to be fulfilled and not lived upon.

As you go down, a tear falls from your eyes...as you look towards your classmates, your schoolmates, your teachers, your parents...


your friends....

wishing you could've treasured them more
wishing that you could've talked to them more
wishing that you've spend more time with them

wishing, things that came to past....

make everything worthwhile, treasure every moment, grow up and let go of childish things...

so that when you take off your hat and throw it in the air...


you could sit down, close your eyes and say...



we did it...:)

it was worthwhile...


kDabs
servant

March 10, 2010
7:36 PM

Quick Whispers

The number of times you sinned, would never outnumber the number of times I blessed and forgave you. Don't let sin hinder you from realizing the greatness of my Love.


~Jesus Christ :)

woe!

Woe to those who steal internet connections

-dabarnicus 3:54

break!

oyeah! i got a break, for all of the months of work I could take a short break tommorow! pray 4 me! GBU!