Monday 2 May 2011

Its been a while

Hello blog...its been a while since I wrote to you
Maybe its because of all the shitty things happening around me
Or possibly all the ecstatic revelations and blessings that surrounded me these past few weeks...

I missed you blog, the times that we spent together when we live back in MULTIPLY, now in our new home blogger I hope I could  visit you once in a while...but I just can't

You see I visit you on 3 occasions mainly, when I receive such wonderful realizations and blessings, when I want people to hear my voice and post random things...and when I just want to vent anger, confusion, rage, pissed off-ness and the likes....

I plan on doing the latter part right now...

I am effin Pissed, i don't know why or if I should indeed be pissed but I am pissed. But don't get me wrong blog I am pissed because of myself, I blame myself for this feelings no other people should be blamed. I AM PISSED, that's it. It's fun to express my rage well by swearing and all, but as a person I know that those won't be right heck I am a hypocrite devouring my own words when I wasn't one. I am weak, I sin, I make mistakes, I fall, I fail to understand, I fail to be patient, I fail to be loving...I fail to be all these sort of things

Possibly because of not visiting for a long time I haven't noticed a comment that told me that I was a hypocrite. My dear sir thank you for waking up my senses, I agree I am a hypocrite, but sir let me tell you one thing, I for one am not proud of it. I proclaim it boldly that I am a human being but I am proud to admit my hypocrisy and can boldly say that I could and I would follow the path to repentance as I approach God's leading in my life...

Yeah I am pissed at all the epals of the world, but philosophizing on that fact, aren't we all EPALS in one way or another? We keep on bumping into each other's lives without being asked for by the other party. Or is it because they themselves are epals for not asking us? It makes the world go around and I don't even know If I am making sense...


One thing that makes this world bearable is Love. Yeah LOVE, nothing else. I am supposed to write something bubbly and gooey cheesy icky, but I chose to delete it, I don't know I don't like what I was about to write....

Ohh...look at me I was just greeting you blog, but I strayed off from what I was suppose to do...

post a cute picture of a kitten
He seems like a ninja right? Yeah a fast sly sneaking ninja!

Oh well till again blog...ciao ;)

~dabsq


ps1....I love you dzidzi :) (Rianne Clarisse Quilang)
ps2....For my family thank you for making my stay hear exciting...para kay beth at tina, oh my gosh nagkasideline ako dahil sa inyo ahahhaa :))

ps3...Josh SEE this PS3? Yeah that's what you should do PLAY! :))

ps4...I hope this console comes out soon