worthwhile

yesterday, it was done

all the late night of staying up to rush into finishing things
all the pondering and thinking what if everything would be spent in vain
all the energy given on making those pastillas
all the hotness of the oven while making those cookies
all those laughter while making and cutting the give aways together
all those worry and nervousness on the campaign days

yesterday those things were finished

those things are no more...those easy things...

honestly i had a hard time preparing for the campaigning period...it was like hell...i missed a week of lessons, projects, quizzes and assignments. it was like i was virtually literally absent. but how could i say those things mentioned above were easy? am i that type of person who is to brag about achievements on how easy i've done them? booohoo, no...i rather not, the feeling of people thinking me of being proud of myself, makes me feel like i am melting...what i meant by easy is...this...

compared to the responsibilities that would be soon bestowed upon me, upon us on our induction...the things that we've done on or before the campaign were a piece of cake, they say... but for me...it was like carrying a huge boulder...throughout that week...

was this a wake up call for me? to fix my schedule, to prioritize the things that are more needed, to let go of unnecessary stuff? for sure i won't let go of yfc, that's no question, but what about other stuffs? other dreams? do i have to let them go to finish this burden  blessing given to me?

a story of the preparation for the whole campaign period is better told than written. so i rather not write them here right now.

i gotta finish a lot of things pa..ill update this later...GBU


p.s.

pray for us...the new SSG-elect


-dabs