facing the monster

It's all dark and sticky, the air is so moist...I can feel critters crawling between my legs...

I feel so wet, so alone...I turned back to see if someone was there to back me up. Hoping that someone could've been there and was there assuring me that I have someone with me in this battle...there was none...
Thoughts are racing within my head. Running round and round like cat and mouse, dog and cat, whip and dog,...cheese and butter...

What I am doing, I am wasting my time...I am standing in this sticky situation...facing a monster, towering like an immovable mountain. His big and red eye looking down at me...He looks like he is ready to devour me at any second now...I feel the stench of his breath...I don't wanna smell his breathe, but I am stuck...and I have no choice but to smell the horrible odor.

His razor sharp teeth has these weird critters with dozens of eyes and multiple hands attached to their bodies. I feel so oozy just by looking and thinking about them...and yet I am here all alone facing this giant...facing this thing...facing this...monster.

Why was I so stupid...to get myself into this situation? Why was I so eager to follow the sweet, and alluring scent that this monster seduced me with? Why was I so blind to follow its beautiful back, drooling like a dog, without seeing its disgusting face? Why was I so lazy and stubborn to listen to the people around me warning me about this monster...why? Why did I fell for its beautiful, promising and lying words of happiness...

Just then, a bright light shone from behind me. I tried to look but I was blinded by the light...by the radiant light that gives a positive energy. I was not able to see through the light and yet I can see a man...yes a man...A shining man, but a human being none the less...As I tried to look closer, this man was walking...he was walking towards me...he looks wounded, I see a lot of blood dripping from his sides and his hands. It looks like he is really suffering very harshly, but still he keeps on walking towards me.

I saw the monster, it was now beginning to act violent, like it was very afraid of this man and at the same time angry at him. The monster's eyes are now beginning to glow darker, a darker shade of red...then he ROARED!!! Yes he roared like a lion, an elephant and all the scary things you could think off...Its roar sounds like a thousand of souls. Suffering souls, screaming in despair...screams that makes you feel, sad, scared, hopeless and dead at the same time...

By this time I was trembling...I could not face this monster anymore and yet I am here stuck between this wounded man who seems to weak to fight the monster, and this huge monster...looking at me and at the man like he was going to eat me alive...that was then...

The man rushed towards me and hugged me...and I felt...Love...the monster started screaming and attacking in rage....he started biting the man, tearing his wounds and slashing his back...and yet the man stood firm on his ground...hugging me...protecting me from the monster...He was crying, but at the same time smiling...

I cried...tears dropped from my eyes like rainfall on a sunny day...I felt all the energy drained out of me...and yet strong and love, because this man was hugging me despite all the odds...The monster is now growing weaker every blow...it seems that the blood of the man is reacting violently against the monster...it seems like the blood of this man is like acid, burning the monster....

The monster stopped attacking now and started crying and wimping...It started talking! And told the man every single bad thing that i have done...he was ACCUSING ME!!! Who was this man!?!? what kind of monster is this??? I felt embarrassed and scared at the same time...I felt dirty because all of the monster's words are true...but still this man continues to hug me...he continues to hug me...

By this time the monster stopped...he was defeated, wounded and weak...he now turned his back and started walking towards the dark edges of the path...after 3 minutes his smell was gone...the battlefield was a mess, full of the monster's dirt and the man's blood...

But still this man continues to hug me....he doesn't want to let go of me...

The I asked him...why did you do all of those things for me???


Then he answered...


Because I forgive you...


I love you

~dabsq

PS1- Original story yan ahhahaha :D inspired lng magsulat! God Bless

every chance I get

its a weird thing...for me to study that hard...cause I am not that kind of study person...:D

but people told me it has to change, I am now a UPan, people have high expectations for me getting inside UP, heck I myself am surprised that I passed the UPCAT, it was like meatballs falling from the sky...

people, teachers, friends talk about different styles of studying...but I just can't seem to be happy reading, highlighting things, taking notes...I hate these boring stuff...so I devised a new way to study :D

and it involves with me being in front of the computer typing :) somehow typing soothes me, and makes me feel that I am making sense into this studying stuff :)

hoping to study every chance that I get one :D

~dabsq

we found...

we found a dead squished rat under the refrigerator...


it was nasty...

~dabsq

The Vegetable Incident

Reporting live from Baguio City, Philippines! Sorry for my imaginary readers, its only this time after weeks that we got our inet, so here I am alive and kickin! Will blog daily for your entertainment, reflections and etc! 

THE VEGETABLE INCIDENT

the story

It was a sunny afternoon...no, a dark one...it was kinda blurry, ah forget it...It was a new day! Me and my mother bought vegetables from the Palengke yesterday and taught me how to bargain with people. And I do need to learn how to bargain Filipino style because back in Abu Dhabi I have to say Last Price, and Good Price, but here you have to talk and talk and talk and talk until you have lowered the price enough for your preferences. So yea, we went around the market, a lot of beautiful ladies there, and yea beautiful men too, and by beautiful I mean...yea...you get what I mean.

I saw live crabs, and I was kinda jumpy about that. I have to carry almost 20-25 kilos of market food around as my mother bought this VEGETABLES!!! Telling me all the way that she's gonna teach me to eat vegetables. And note, I DON'T EAT VEGETABLES, as the matter of FACT I hate those things...because of their taste. I do eat however Cucumbers, Potatoes (French Fries), and Tomatoes (Ketchup). So yea I was just telling myself...ahh goodluck mother...I am just gonna eat SOME while you're here. So yeah.

Fast forward, in the sunny, dark, blurry new DAY. I woke up with a BACK ACHE, that really messed me up for the whole day. I just lay down the whole day. And good thing that was, because that day my mother decided to cook Sitaw and Kangkong. So yeah I though I escaped...I was wrong, when I went out I was FORCED to eat because I haven't eaten anything for the whole day. So yea I needed to eat that accursed Sitaw and Kangkong, picking a few big chunks of pork cooked with it. I escaped with hotdog at last...

The next day...I ate again before we left for SM, and yes I ate again the Kangkong and Sitaw...and you know what the moment we stepped into SM, my stomach started revolting. As in revolting...BADD!!! It sounds like a roaring tiger mixed with crying hayeenas and a hot winter's day. It's like the 9 of a 7 cycled washing machine...In short...BAADD. I tried to keep it in as I could hold it for a while, but it grew bad by the minute. Until I reallly have to go to the bathroom. And there...the heaven's opened...

I went out of the bathroom happy and smiling, probably people though I was crazy, but no, I rushed back inside because, there it is again...And it hit me...something caused this...this...BAD REVOLT...ACCURSED STOMACH!!! THE SITAW AND KANGKONG! I KNEW IT!!! VEGETABLES ARE BAD!!! And so it took me a long time till I got out of the bathroom. After that  I finally complained to my mom and said...

THAT VEGETABLE YOU MADE ME EAT DID THIS...Did this...horrible stuff in my tummy. It hurts now. She told me that the vegetable was just CLEANING my stomach...and it had to adjust...And I was like huwah??? I don't wanna eat vegetables anymore because VEGETABLES HAVE bad side effects on me such as THIS!!!

the culprit...no way it is hot...

the lesson

Good things, when kept away from people for a long time does not make it bad from them. However it alienates them, because people start to learn living without good things. Without the values, morality and etc. Just like how I lived most of my life without vegetables only with meat, doesn't made the vegetables bad things...*even though i think they are* no, my body adjusted according to what I eat, thus rejected what was originally good for me. The same way that we live our lives...The longer we live in darkness and in sin, the more that the good things would hurt us more as we go near it.

That's why when people want to change for bad its easy, but when people change for the better its harder. Because their system, once used to the easy life, to the good life that seems good at first, but with over excess ruins their system and confuses their body, that when the better things, the good things in life goes closer to them, their souls would reject it. However the effects of the Good "Food" would remain good, it does not reject the body, however cleanses it from the sin and dirty stuff inside it. As the body adjusts to these good things, it would suffer for sure, it would be hurt, there would be pain...but all of it would be the cause of ending up in sin and bad things in the first place...The Good stuff would cleanse the body, the mind and the spirit. That's why at this early...start eating healthy

and start living fully :) by praying

~dabsq

~dabsq

Graduation Chronicles part 1 (The Son of Kronos)

Graduation was like weeks away, and here I am going back to Josh's place, back from shooting our El Filibusterismo (Reign of Greed) heck of a project. I got nothing to say about the MAKING of the project as Josh and Mitch's blog already took care of that for me. So yeah here we are walking in the streets of Khaladiya, with Josh playing with my Tripod as if it was a Gun/Machine Gun/Bazooka/Alien Destroyer since we really liked that idea of having to shoot zombies around. So yea we were crossing the streets and stuff, while talking about some comic Marvel stuff.

While crossing the streets, josh ran faster ahead of me playing gun and stuff, while I was walking...

WT@!$#@!!!! SOME BS DOINGS/CHORES IN THE HOUSE!!!!....I HATE THIS....

i'll just continue this story later, ciao for now


~dabsq

a weird commercial :)) LOL

A weird commercial that made me smile today!

ahaha good night :P
signing off

~dabsq

tagline xD

"Nasisiyahan ako sa bawat oras na kausap mo ako, pero nasasaktan ako sa bawat segundong may kasama kang iba"

ohaaa :P :))

You are my greatest strength, and yet my only weakness ;)

~randommnnesss

kDabs
blogger


ps...This blog is dedicated to Girl of the Year =))
ps2...no malisiyass ahh :> for others ;)

i've done it!!!

at last after 3 weeks of painstaking procastination and research i've finished my academic report!

now, Physics Crossword and ECO Business proposal.,,,My gosh its so tiring to procastinate

this is what happens when you procastinate, so yeah we have to stop eating cheetos its bad for red bulll

gb!

dabsq

ps1 YOUTH CAMP ON APRIL 9-10! Advertsiing lng
ps2 someone said Ivan is hot? Do you agree?

Ghosts, Evil Spirits, and ZOOOOMBIIEESSS in a Catholic Teen's Perspective part 1

Hello again! So yeah, this is probably my the part 1 of my 2nd article...as you've probably noticed if you look at my previous article, and promised to write something about the Pope...Well I am human, I changed my mind...sue me!

I am going to write something about the Holy Father later ;) just have to finish up this article I've been dyinggggggg to write....

seriously...dying to write....get it? *PUN* its a PUN! GETZ?! Never mind!

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The Realm of Spirits or Ghosts or whatever you may call them

January 16, 2009; 3:46 PIM

Tell me does this picture scare the hell out of you?

How about this next one...this is even scarier....

Yeah the darkness and that face really scared the heck out of my pants....but now is the time for the scariest picture of all!!!
Ready for it?

Yeah that literally gave me nightmares...That last picture...It forever scarred my life...:))

Going back to the topic...Have you ever seen the movie "THE EXORCIST" Or "EXORCIST" or whatever it is called? Well if you haven't its about a girl who was possessed by a demon who turned her very ugly and very violent. She was tried to be cured by the priests by the ritual of Exorcism which only ordained and appointed priests could administer. The movie was focused on well the fighting, the temptations of the priests and all those stuff. In the end...in a horrifying way the priests die...

Ooookk? So yeah they died...the end. It's just a movie in reality there's no such thing as that you think? No such things as  exorcists? Or Ghosts or spirits?

Let me burst your balloon...if you have one...

You're wrong...cuz there is SUCH as thing as Exorcist, SUCH things as Ghosts and REAL things such as Evil Spirits. The problem is just that people are either exaggerating about the subject or claimed to be experts even if they're just NOOOBSS! in the subject... Okay you might be getting a little lost already in my ramblings so Let me summarize on how I am gonna go on with this article. Let me give you 5 Questions that I would answer one by one in light of the teaching of the Catholic Church.

1) Who are the Exorcists?

2) Is there such a thing as Ghosts/Aswangs/Tikbalangs/Evil Babies"Chanak"/Elves?

3) What about Fortune Tellers? Card Readers? Psychics? Horoscopes? and Feung Shui? Are they helpful or Dangerous?

4) Is there really such things as Zombies

5) Is there really a big difference between Souls and Spirits?

6) Is the author if this article  handsome? gorgeous? smart?macho? ....scratch that last question....:D

I. WHO ARE THE EXORCIST?

The Exorcist are like the MIB! The Men In Black in my point of view. Or you can even say they're like the FBI or CIA or even the NSA. All American "SPY GROUPS" But believe me or not, in my point of view the Exorcists are far more better than the MIB, FBI, CIA or even the NSA put all together! The Exorcist is a mysterious person...Who is this man that confronts the devil in their day to day lives. Who is this guy who is like an underground police who goes to the sticky, slimy and dark world of the demons.

The Exorcist is a mysterious figure that dwells within the world that we live in. Its not because they're aliens or have special powers of any kind. But because many novels made about them, movies about their profession and court cases that looked unto some of their mistakes. But up until now there is no PUBLIC coverage or given emphasis too much on their office as exorcist. Heck even some priests, bishops or even cardinals disregard their importance. While others see them as a vital part in doing Christ's mission here on earth. The misconceptions about exorcists are very common, such as they just depend on the materials they use. Or they just go into battle and say prayers out of their heart? All of these of course are half truths. More questions are given, such as? Are exorcist more powerful than the Voodoo people? What's the difference between the exorcist and a normal priest? And what is the big difference between exorcism and rituals founded on "FOLK TRADITION" *more on this later*

To go on further, let us first explore what and who the exorcist really is. The Exorcist is an ordiained presbyter(priest) specially commissioned and given permission by his diocesian bishop to perform or undertake the Roman Ritual Rite of Exorcism. As you may know Exorcism is the practice of casting out demons which is a pretty ancient practice. Now you ask the question? Is an exorcist really necesarry? Yes, Jesus himself casted out demons during his day, and he has commissioned his Disciples to heal the sick, raise the dead and CAST OUT DEMONS. So why demons? Why not angels, well because angels can't possess people duh! That's why if you hear people saying they're possessed by the "spirit" of Christ or Mama Mary, or even God the Father. And they are wearing red robes and started dancing like lunatics claiming to be possessed by a good spirit...Don't believe them,  God doesn't possess people, he already likes his body its perfect. He doesn't allow his angels to possess them either, why would they? So if it is not God? And not the angels? Who are they? Nope not dead relatives, but demons! Demons who pretend to be good. Demons who promises false things to make you happy. Demons that makes your life miserable after a considerably long time.

This is where the exorcists come into play. They are usually called unto by faithful catholics. Now listen here, Exorcisms are not immidiately performed on these victims. There must be practical considerations to take into consideration first before it is accepted as an "Demonic Possession Case" because if it is not, it could be nothing more than a mental illness, that is not curable by exorcism, but by professional medical health. Therefore the victim must be brought first to a psychologist or psychiatrist to treat the patient if he/she is mentally stable. If not, then there is a possibility that it is just a mental illness. However it doesn't mean the person is already not possessed since the devil can disguise themselves into sickness to avoid detection. Such here is the following criteria into checking if the person is possessed or not.

1. Psychiatric manifestation
2. Parapsychological Phenomena
3. Aversion to the sacred

Let me try to explain this 3 in a brief way as possible. Psychiatric manifestation, such as being violent all of a sudden that were probably caused by deep hurts or anger. But this is something more violent, something uncontroable as if the person is getting crazier by the minute. Parapsychological Phenomena is the victim suddenly possessing the ability to lift objects 2x their weight or telekenisis or even speak in unknown languages when you talk to them. And aversion to the sacred is hatred for Holy Water, Mass, Church and anything that is sacred. If this three things are met, and if there is a confirmation from doctors that the patient is mentally normal. Then a Demonic Possession case may be firmly established. However as the Rite of Exorcism states, the Exorcist cannot just barge in. He has to seek permission from his Bishop to perform the exorcism. Because When you perform a solemn exorcism you are invoking the name of the whole church as your intercesorry prayer and Jesus Christ's authority and name. This being said in cases of exorcisms, the priests faith is very important. The Holy Water, Exorcised Salts, Incense, Bible and etc are all just instruments that would be the extension of God's love and power that would be used to eliminate the force of darkness enveloping the victim. There is no other greater weapon against evil than love...To leave you with...I believe the Exorcist are God's Human Generals in the fight against evil here on earth.

All Exorcists are priest...But not just any priest could become an Exorcist.

Fr. Gabriele Amorth

Official Vatican Chief Exorcist

Has performed over 20,000 exorcism in his 8 year stay on the ministry

Pray for their works worldwide...:)

To avoid congestion in just one article I'll be posting them up separately so that you could read them carefully and in just one article....Anyways the second reason is that i am lazy and bored, and I wanna write another article :P That's why! That's all GBU!

dabs

ps1 I am teen :D sue me...

ps2 probably you've heard it a couple of times...but yea i am a teen and I am proud about it while I still am :))

God Bless.